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“But I am also taboo for myself, untouchable because forbidden. Am I the hero that carries with him the burning torch forever in a race?” “what can I do if you are not touched by my defects, whereas I loved yours.My candour was crushed underfoot by you. You didn’t love me, only I know that. I was alone. Yours alone. I write to no one and a riff is being made that doesn’t exist. I unglued myself from me.”

“I feel that I can no longer stop and I’m scared. I try to distract myself from the fear. But the real hammering stopped long ago: I’m being the incessant hammering in me. From which I must free myself. But I can’t: the other side of me calls me. The footsteps I hear are my own.” REAL REAL REAL 😩