nika’s Reviews > The Secret History > Status Update

i cant believe i actually fell on my butt omg it was because i saw a huge spider and got scared. ill probably read a little more (yesss even though its late) cause i feel terrible about myself and want to suffer some more i guess! its what i deserve for not finishing the essay yet really! i have serious problems

its 4am, ive been writing an essay on this book but wasnt making much progress so i decided to pull the ultimate study move (going to the living room) but i fell down the stairs on my way there and now im kinda crying because i feel like a failure and all i can do now is hope and pray that when i wake up tomorrow i will feel really motivated to finish the essay cause guess what, im going to bed. i dont have it in me

i feel like ive been reading this book since forever (which is kinda true actually, i mean i started it in 2022, got halfway through, abandoned it for a while and right now ive been reading it since... december? november?)

no, but seriously - WILL I FINISH THE ESSAY OR WILL THE ESSAY FINISH ME. its 4 am and i dont even know what im writing about anymore

(i started all over again and forgot to update my goodreads haha)

will i finish the essay on this book or will the essay finish me?? stay tuned

it has been so long since i read it last i now have to reread the last like 50 pages to understand what is going on