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Which is why I love Lana so much. She still continues to surprise me, and I’m fairly positive I’d be the one burning the world down if anyone ever tried to take her from me.

This has been our life for the last three years. I had no idea how much I was missing out on. Life is pretty damn good when you take the time to live it.
Most importantly, we dance every night.

“So this is real. You and me. We’re actually going to get to be together?”
“Not possible for you to get rid of me,” he says, kissing my lips.

“How’d you find me?”
“You said if you could be anywhere, you’d be in Greece with me. I hoped that meant you came to wait,”

Three months ago, I thought I was going to die. But once again, I was saved by a brother, though not the same one.

I just wish I had realized how little the rest of the world meant to me post-Lana before I lost her. I could have been with her right now. The two of us could have survived that firestorm together.

I didn’t realize until she was gone that nothing else mattered at all.
Nothing I stood for was worth more than her.
Nothing I valued held any true value at all.
Everything I have is pointless without her.

“You showed me what living was like again. I’d forgotten,” I say softly, hoping he hears me over the rapid firing squad in the background. “You’re the only reason I’m still breathing right now, Lana. Don’t give up. Not now. Not after all you’ve survived.”

Never mock or harm the passionate, for they are the fiercest with their wrath.
—Victoria Evans

I hope she fucking kills every last person with a badge who didn’t come to save her when she was left to bleed out.