Kali Capling’s Reviews > Invisible Monsters > Status Update

this book is horror. the chapter i just read was back and forth gore and social/psychological horror like im scared. reminded me that i have bones and blood which i hate ! and also reminded me that im part of the system, man. was expecting nihilism but damn dude. this is not a feel good read !

okay i am not going to finish it tonight. but one of my favorite bits i forgot to mention earlier - “parents are like god in that we care so deeply what they think of us but only call them in a crisis”

shane is trans ? is that why our main character has such a draw to brandy?
i see the point being made about literally sitting in the dark rather than confronting your own mistakes/ignorance and pointing fingers outside while doing so, even the main character is doing so by refusing to take any accountability in her siblings death.

gasp ! i love the way this story is told !

oh i like this book !! but its making me fear i lack the ability to keep an entire story in mind and digest it as a whole. right now, i think its a story about fitting an image that you create with an influence from your surroundings? and how who you are is never obvious to yourself or others because there’s always a facade happening ?

“when you understand that what you’re telling is just a story. It isnt happening anymore. when you realize the story is just words, when you can crumble it up and throw your past in the trash, then we can figure out who you’re going to be” yeah needed that. i was worried that this book would be transphobic but so far it is actually handling that theme well.

i cannot and will not lie … ryan ross did bring me here. but the novelty (ha) of that is kinda running out and im still into it. this way its written is enjoyable. very sarcastic and meta but not quite full of itself, not in a way that takes me out of the story. and my god does the beginning suck you in !