♡✿Mania⁠✿♡ ꒰inactive꒱’s Reviews > As the Rain Falls > Status Update

People get tired of me all the time, and so do I. I get tired of
myself too.

Wow I feel personally attacked

characters like he (Cassandra rivera), Lizzie young, eden mccorey, Stacey rhodes even Gibsie and kade Mitchell will ALWAYS — ALWAYS HAVE ME DEFENDING THEM IDC

Besides, knowing that every step I take with Caleb takes me one step
further away from every moment I was forced to spend with Nathaniel
gives me nothing but relief.
It’s simple math, really.
If I’m tainted by one, I might as well be tainted by both. I can do
whatever the fuck I want to exactly when I want to. What’s the difference,
anyway?
People that will label her as a 'slut/whore' JUST DON'T GET IT

‼️ SPOILERSSSSS MAJOR ‼️

“I’ll show you exactly how I got rid of her.” Nathaniel pauses, arching a
brow. “How I got rid of Lucia Evans.”

I KNEW IT I FUKING KNEW ITTTTT — I CAN NOT DO THIS OMG LUCIA MYYYHH BABY IM SOBBING

I. AM. SO. FUKING. DONE. I'M. GNA. THROW. UP. IM SHAKING

“Cherry lipgloss?”
“Yeah. How did you know?”
Beckett shrugs before pulling away.
“Smells like it.”

🤭🤭

What about his guilt?
What about our mother?
What about waa…
Everybody else, really.
Everybody else but me.

yea I'm soo freaking done atp. THEY. BROKE. HER. THEY. FUKING. BROKE. HER. SO. CALLED. FUKING. FAMILY. BROKE. HER

I know Nathaniel is guilty, but what if I am too?
He destroyed our family, but maybe I didn’t fight hard enough. Maybe I
broke us, too. Maybe I’m selfish, egocentric, and focusing on my pain only.
I was lying on that bed, and it’s what Dad said: Nathaniel had his way with
me.

MY BABY I CAN'T— I FEEL SICK TO MY STOMACH, IM CRYING!!

“She could’ve pushed me off, screamed at me or yelled for help, but she
didn’t. It’s what makes it worse for you, isn’t it? That she didn’t.”
“Don’t you ever wonder why?” Nathaniel presses, sounding more
confident with each second my father spends quiet. “Why don’t you go
ahead and ask her? Stop blaming just me. Your favorite daughter is washed
up at this point.”
THE URGE TOSCREAM THE RAGE IM FEELING I WANNA KILL

“Will you ever stop holding everything about that night over my head?”
Nathaniel groans, raising his voice again like a child that’s about to have a
tantrum. “What about her? What about what she did? I was drunk, but she
was right there, Dad. She didn’t try to stop me!

i wanna THROTTLE the parents i hope they both along there bitch of son die a very slow painful death