Thursday Next > Status Update

Hi.

I’m not ignoring you, I was supposed to be getting labwork done right now, but there’s an issue with my ride to the place and it’s turned into a whole clusterfuck.

I think I’m going to have to postpone and do it later this week, because the place closes at 4.

I’m so annoyed.

Yeah this isn’t happening today.

Damnit damnit damnit.
sigh

There’s a lot of content here.

I’m trying not to be unreasonable by focusing in on Not the Only One (and stewing over it excessively).

Ugh at least I just had a good laugh with someone here about the absurdity of the whole transpo fiasco.

Thank goodness for a decent sense of humor and good company.

How can All I Need* and All Too Well be used side-by-side?
🤔🫤

I don’t think I’m familiar with Generous**

Ugh I should have listed as I went along while looking through things

Btw, what if an 👽 *is* the love of your life?
(Just sayin’. Stranger things have happened…)

15:
Not the Only One
Pretty Boy Swag*

9:
Ribs
Hey Sexy Lady**
oh my love*
Paris, Texas*
8:
Lush Life
Still The One
Somethin’ Stupid
7:
The Great War*
Out Of The Woods*
Mrs Magic
6:
House
4 Minutes*
5:
Always Forever
One Of The Girls
4:
Dream**
Woman’s Glow** (FN ad)

2:
West End Girls*
All I Need**
1:
Generous**
All Too Well
<1:
Livin’ On A Prayer
Those Eyes*

Phew

The fact that you heard “All I Wanted [was you]”
(approx 16 hours ago) and then replied with “[you’re] Not the Only One”
is *sending* me right now.

Because, of course you did.
*shakes head*

Maybe you are the proverbial “girl [you’ve] always been.

And she can be both catty and surly.

(among other adjectives)

But if I find myself just having to laugh (and, It’s also worth me noting that a lot else has been said since then),
then maybe I’m a glutton for punishment with regard to your sharpness.

I’m attempting to absorb the rest, but it’s going slowly

I hadn’t listened to the very last one in a while.

I can’t find words for how it makes me feel.
<3

I hate when words get hard; I feel bad.

I let the stress of the day get to me, and hid under a blanket for a bit
and passed out

I’m sorry

Before I did, I neglected to share about how I saw the moon shining through the big tree that obscures my view of the sky (the leaves/branches are spaced out enough that I can see medium-ish sized patches of it).

It was really pretty.

For a second I had thought that it was a new streetlight, because it was so bright

I haven’t heard Sunday Morning in a while

<3

I feel as though I’ve never really listened to Today Was a Fairytale, but that also somehow seems like it must be wrong.

I miss when we used to just hangout and you would ramble about something “mundane” (but not boring!) like your upcoming to-do list for the rest of the day/weekend/etc

Something about getting to listen to you just lights me up inside.

I enjoy getting to hear the content; I’m also comforted by the timbre and rhythm and inflections of your voice.

I like it when you feel safe to just let yourself talk in front of me.

Scar Tissue?

(I’ve been fading in and out of consciousness here.)

In that dream I had recently, you let me come in close and then kiss you really hard.