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“love isn’t as pretty or pure people like to think. there’s a darkness in it sometimes. Kaine and I go hand in hand. I made him who he is. I knew what that array meant when I saved him. if he’s a monster, then I’m his creator.”

“it was like watching someone starve to death, him looking for you. I think he went mad for a while”

*screaming*

(and it’s also a great time to come back to the quote from part one p.131:
“who are you?”
“I’m in charge of your care. go to sleep. you’ll remember when you wake”
“do I know you?”
“I suppose you do”
P A I N & P A I N)

“you promised we’d run together, remember?”
“why is it that I have to keep all my promises, but you never seem to keep a single one of yours?”
“the first promise I made to you was that I’d be yours for as long as I live. I’m keeping that one”

constant pain

“I’m sorry—I’m sorry—I’m so sorry for everything I did to you. I love you. you left and I’d never told you.”

*and I am still crying*

“you didn’t save me. you just put us in hell for two years.”
“I tried to come back. I really did.”

you know, every chapter hurts me now, it’s just blow after blow, I’m just crying all the time

it’s literally the most heartbreaking scene ever, I’m crying so much, can’t stop and can’t breathe, it physically hurts

“if they found him in her memory. if. (…) she couldn’t confess to something she didn’t remember”

just kill me now

“he would have hurt her less if he’d reached in and ripped her heart out”

that’s literally how I’m feeling right now *sobbing*

“mine. you’re mine.”
“always.”