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“No matter how you look at it, I was made to be your monster in this lifetime. So let me be your monster until the very end, Àn’yīng.”

No please 😭😭😭😭😭

“Loving you in this lifetime has felt like sliding a blade into my heart, inch by inch. I don’t have the strength anymore to wait for the day it stops hurting.”

I am in pain

“Gods, I think, and I realize she could make me believe in such a thing again: Gods.”

“Having you react angrily to me was better than having no reaction from you at all.”

Yù’chén is no longer smiling. “I may be your villain, Àn’yīng,” he says, “but I’m not a monster.”

😭

“I push myself to my feet. My movements are slow, pained. There is no way out, no escaping this but to endure it until it is over.”

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