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There was a keen light there I hadn't seen before. Those eyes told me that no matter what happened he was going to pursue it to the very end. If you don't understand something, then stick with it until you do—that seemed to be Menshiki's basic approach to life.

If you think about it, it's akin to defining yourself as compared with another person. The difference is self-evident, but still difficult to verbalize. As you said, you can perhaps only understand it as a kind of tangent produced when external and internal pressure combine to create it.

If I did it that way, the work completed itself. But now I couldn't see anything that would provide the initial spark. You can have all the desire and ache inside you want, but what you really need is a concrete starting point.

'We all have ordeals we must face,' Menshiki said. 'It's through them that we find a new direction in our lives. The more grueling the ordeal, the more it can help us down the road.'

'As long as it doesn't grind us into the ground.'

'The way I see it,' Menshiki said, 'there's a point in everybody's life where they need a major transformation. And when that time comes you have to grab it by the tail. Grab it hard, and never let go. There are some people who are able to, and others who can't. Tomohiko Amada was one who could.'