Hollie’s Reviews > Fourth Wing [Dramatized Audiobook Parts 1+2] > Status Update

“Worrying about you is 99% of what I do.” And what he’s been doing for a year, Violet!!!!!!!! A year!!!!!!!!!! I’m screaming into a pillow.

“There’s nowhere in existence you could go that I wouldn’t find you, Violence.”

I’m feeling every. single. feeling. All at once. They’re e v e r y t h i n g to me.

I can’t cope with this reread I actually can’t do it they’re going to ruin me, I’m sobbing and my skin is too tight and I love this too much for it to be normal or healthy.

Idk how far back it was but I’ll never get over their first kiss considering Xaden’s love confession in IF. Him kneeling before her to put on her boots? I die. Already knowing he was in love with her in Montserrat? Calling her formidable? Astonishing? Only starting to flirt with her when he knows he’s already too far gone? Fucking sedate me. Annotating this series might put me into cardiac arrest.

“How fucking dare he kiss the mouth he wouldn’t bend a rule to protect, when I would—“

The level of insanity I’ve reached already should worry me but I can’t find it in me to care. Xadennnn 😩😩😩😩

“Killing you wouldn’t be any trouble, Violence. It’s leaving you alive that seems to cause the majority of my trouble.”

“You want to know why you’re still alive? Because you’re the scale I currently judge myself against every night. Every day I let you live, I get to convince myself that theres still a part of me that’s a decent person.”

The obsession is burning out of control already.

He called her Violence for the first time and I actually screamed. Someone had to ask if I was okay. I just couldn’t help it, I wasn’t prepared. 😩😩

“Fascinating. You look all frail and breakable but, you really are a violent little thing aren’t you?”

DYINGGGGGGGGG THIS REREAD IS GOING TO PUSH ME TO INSANITY 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩

“I told you already, the youngest Sorrengail is mine. And I’ll handle her when the time is right.”

Screaminggg. Fuck yes he will 🫦 Honestly this reread is going to burn me alive.

The time has finally come for Onyx Storm aaahhhhhhhh!!!!!! So naturally I must reread FW and IF first to prepare 😌 Foaming at the mouth to see Xaddy “my house my chair my woman” Riorson 🤭