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There is a series of alterations occuring. to the dormant conscious, a one. i see my facade, which was assumed to be the convergence, a tangent to the active principle of my-self, is a distraction that builds a pleasant world around itself, despite transforming constantly.
it feels like the continuous claustrophobic hypnagogia peeled off a nerve in my head, a 13th cranial nerve. the bare nerve that both
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it feels like the continuous claustrophobic hypnagogia peeled off a nerve in my head, a 13th cranial nerve. the bare nerve that both
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it is not a pleasant feeling. nothing close to what i experience when i have a face to perform before "i" have to. sometimes you feel like the fragile reality of what you experience is always at the edge of shattering with just one stare.your lucid mind keeps you from looking directly at it,scared.
with this, you know there is no shattering, not with a glimpse, nor with a hammer. i am seeing it. i am seeing it. there is no shattering. there is an orbit around this unsplinterable reality, and i know i will be spinning around it for a while