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“Honestly? This is going to sound dumb, but I have been pushed around by so many people for so long. I just wanted to feel like I had some control in my life.” My heart broke watching the girl who usually radiated confidence shrink into herself. I’m a forty-year-old man who barely knows what he is doing day-to-day. How could I expect a girl in her twenties to have shit figured out when I didn’t?
— Mar 06, 2026 02:16PM
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So why did I despise the thought of him looking at another woman the same way?
Because you are selfish. You want him all to yourself. The attention excites you as much as it scares you. You love the power he lets you wield over him.
No, not power. Control. My time with Joshua was the only time someone else wasn’t telling me what to do. It wasn’t selfish to want control over your own life.
— Mar 06, 2026 02:14PM
Because you are selfish. You want him all to yourself. The attention excites you as much as it scares you. You love the power he lets you wield over him.
No, not power. Control. My time with Joshua was the only time someone else wasn’t telling me what to do. It wasn’t selfish to want control over your own life.
