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Two figures, embracing one another as they twirl. Gigi and Ronaldo are dancing to Frank Sinatra in front of my fireplace. I always wondered if Ronaldo was here with her. Seeing them now, sends tears rushing to my eyes. Even death could not tear them apart, their love surpassing the inevitability of their mortality.-Z&A BONUS together in the afterlife😭 Addie will cherish their love story, as she found her own

I feel… free. I’m just me. Genevieve Matilda Parsons. A woman obsessed with Gothic architecture, wears red lipstick like armour, pours herself into a journal, and who is inlove with a made man. “There will never be another, nor will I live a life without you. Death awaits us all, Genevieve. It will not keep me from you.” In life. And in death.-ch33 she is finally discovering herself🥹 till death and after

I leaned over and took him down my throat. The car swerved, yet there wasn’t a single second I thought to stop. To fear for my life. I was ravenous, I swallowed him down like he was my only source of oxygen. When he erupted, I drank from him like I had gone weeks without a drop of water. He took one look at my face afterwards, swerved the car across two lanes and found a rest stop.-THIS DIARY ENTRY🫢💦

“Fuck Genevieve, I love you so much,” I groan against her mouth. Bright blue eyes filled with pleasure and panic, and those pretty red lips stuffed with her soaked underwear. “Fuck baby, you look so goddamn pretty when you’re desperate,” I groan my balls tightening from the view alone. I’m resentful of my limited sight. More than anything I’d love to have a full view of her below me.-pg312 what a sight

I forge ahead and Paulie keeps to my left, as he always does - an unspoken agreement between us. Since the moment he found out about the blindness and my left eye, he started stationing himself on that side of me, understanding the vulnerability with my lack of peripheral vision.-pg299 sweet that they support his blindness in the mob

“I am destined to love you from the shadows, mia rosa,” he says. “I will never be more than your phantom.” My chest cracks and tears well over the rims of my eyes. “Would you have me leave you alone?” Another tear trails down my cheek. “I- I just want you.” He nods slowly, his teeth clench and his fists tighten. “So then it is your phantom I will be.”-pg292 Ronaldo doesn’t want to be a secret

“Ride me, mia rosa,” he orders roughly. I shake my head. “Haven’t I told you before? I rather like when you beg.” His face twists as if he’s in pain. “Fuck, Genevieve, please,” he pleads. “Please ride my cock. Please make me come. Please fuck me. I need it so bad baby.” I moan. “Good boy. You sound so pretty when you beg.” His eyes flare, raging infernos within.-pg280 the whimpering🫢😍

We coexist. We were two kids dumb enough to think we were in love; then we were friends, then parents, and now, we’re strangers. One night he brought home a bouquet of tulips, he said he remembered they were my favourite. Poppies are my favourite. Or rather, they used to be. Lately, I’ve been favouring roses.-pg256 the idea of loving someone, to being strangers who hardly know eachother, is heartbreaking💔

“Shh, mia rosa. Someone may hear you,” he whispers darkly. “They might think you’re being fucked. And I’d be happy to show them how much of a slut you are for me.” My eyes roll, a silent scream on my tongue. “Don’t you dare make a sound.” I reapply my red lipstick while he cleans his face of it. “Don’t test me Genevieve. I will be watching,” he whispers. “I love you.”-pg249

I grab ahold of Angelo’s arm and damn near drag him away. “You trying to get that woman iced?” I growl. “You’re right. I’m a little annoyed you prevented Paulie from stealing that woman away. I daresay she would’ve been a delight to have around.” “She wouldn’t have survived long with the way you’re acting,” He chuckles. “I can understand why you’ve taken a liking to her Ronnie.”-pg239