Maya’s Reviews > Heart the Lover > Status Update

I laugh. The three dark heads on the beach search for more flat stones. 'First time I've seen him in years." Twenty-one years.
'Ah?
'Yeah.'
I love how fast women get things.

Most of my writing comes out in the form of letters to Yash, in which I try to stay upbeat and anecdotal and not overwhelm him with my longing for him, and the journal I keep for the overspill of that emotion. I am so in love with him it is hard to take a full breath, I write in the journal. His absence feels like losing a lung.

The next morning I decide to do a little test, to see how long it will take him to come to me… But he doesn't come or call.
He hugs me and kisses me and I can't speak and he doesn't seem to notice. 'I've missed you. Have you eaten?
I want to tell him how I'm feeling, ask him if he noticed that we haven't seen each other since last Friday. I'm not good at saying that I feel hurt or forgotten or rejected.

I've noticed that about people who had stable childhoods. They like to create their own problems.

name reveal??? i didn’t realize we didn’t know her name
kinda odd tho bc it makes it seem like there is some significance to the name which i don’t think there is
in fact it’s kinda a chopped name

ugh we don’t know anything ab silas so it’s tough but eternity vibes for shore

she’s so me

not getting the love triangle part yet sam just sucks bro
one of those fights would have pmo forever