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“The monster was real. Mark was the monster.”

Chat I can’t do this anymore I’m crying my eyes out at 20 past 4 on a Sunday because of book. If that’s not next level sad then I do t know what is.

“It looked like a clump of veins. It looked like a monster”

That’s it I’m done. I’m sat crying over my health and social revision over a fictional character.

“He snarled ramming the coat hanger deep inside me”

Ok how did we get from sweet little bulldozing Johnny Kavanagh hitting a little 3rd year on the head with a rugby ball to this. To be frank I want to go back. And Mark Allen there is a special place in hell for you ;)

It just gets worse every time I read

Ok I’m out of my sweet little hockey romances. It’s time for the real stuff. All I can think about is what if Gibsie knew ???

I hate it. But I love it at the same time. I just feel so so so bad for her. Everyone thinks she’s a stone cold bitch, which she is. But she has a reason!!!! A more than justifiable reason!!!!! I Hugh finds out because I think the song says “beat that boy with a bat”. Just giving suggestions 😇✨

Nope nope no. We are stopping again.

I told my self buckle up, because this is finally happening. I’ll see you on Monday after 7 emotional breakdowns and another pending

I have this on the kindle waiting for me, but I’m scared. I’m only a girl and I don’t know if I can handle this just yet. May take a breather read a nice hockey romance with no triggering material and emotions distress involved, and come back in a bit.