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J
is 87% done
“I feel like I was born to destroy people’s lives. I did it before I even came
into the world. And I did it after.”
MY LO🥹🥹
— May 10, 2026 12:41PM
into the world. And I did it after.”
MY LO🥹🥹
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J
is 93% done
“After all we’ve been through. Years and years of mistakes, it feels like a dream to be here in this moment. Right now. Sober. Alive. With her.”
— May 10, 2026 01:55PM
J
is 92% done
“Meeting you was the best thing that’s ever happened to us. I’m sober and Lily’s in recovery. None of that would have been possible if it wasn’t for you. You are the fucking reason I’m with the girl I love; you’re my brother, so don’t you ever feel guilty for what’s happened now. That’s not on you.”
— May 10, 2026 01:43PM
J
is 91% done
“Why is it that the people you come to love are the ones that seem to hurt you the most?”
— May 10, 2026 01:30PM
J
is 90% done
“Sometimes the person we think we’ll become is the person we already are, and the person we truly become is the person we least expect.”
— May 10, 2026 01:11PM
J
is 89% done
“I’m fueled by something else. It’s a demon that my father carries, the one where anger turns into vile words. The one where we stop being pathetic and we start being mean. I thought being sober would change me. Make this part of me vanish. But I realize it’s not only alcohol that powered my hate. It’s programmed inside of me from years and years of being raised by someone like him.”
— May 10, 2026 01:05PM
J
is 89% done
“you’ve made it. You’re my Scott Summers, and without you, I wouldn’t be here.”
She loves me because she believes I’m strong. She loves me because she’s a part of me.
“Lo, whatever Emily said, I need you to know that I’m not going anywhere. I’ll always be here when you come home. There will always be an us.”
“A Lo and Lily,” I breathe.
“Or Lily and Lo.”
Im not crying, you are
— May 10, 2026 01:01PM
She loves me because she believes I’m strong. She loves me because she’s a part of me.
“Lo, whatever Emily said, I need you to know that I’m not going anywhere. I’ll always be here when you come home. There will always be an us.”
“A Lo and Lily,” I breathe.
“Or Lily and Lo.”
Im not crying, you are
J
is 87% done
“Because then I wouldn’t have to bear this pain. My face wouldn’t twist this way. Lily wouldn’t have spent her childhood in my broken house. Her mother would have loved her as much as she did her sisters. Ryke would have grown up with two parents instead of one. My existence ruined so many people, so many things. Life would have been easier without me.”
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— May 10, 2026 12:43PM
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J
is 84% done
“He wished I wasn’t alive. But truth is, I kind of did too.
Until I looked at Lily. Until I talked to her. I don’t think I could have
survived this life without that girl.”
— May 10, 2026 12:08PM
Until I looked at Lily. Until I talked to her. I don’t think I could have
survived this life without that girl.”
