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“I'm terrified even to think about the future, because the future is once again loneliness,once again this stagnant,useless life”
“sometimes I am overcome by moments of such anguish,... Because at those moments it begins to seem that I will never be able to begin living a real life;because it already seems that I have lost all sense,all feeling for the genuine,the real;because,in the end,I curse myself”
— 16 hours, 26 min ago
“sometimes I am overcome by moments of such anguish,... Because at those moments it begins to seem that I will never be able to begin living a real life;because it already seems that I have lost all sense,all feeling for the genuine,the real;because,in the end,I curse myself”
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twentiestossing
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i really relate to the “dreamer” feeling so socially isolated and the anxiety of a social visit feeling so painful and unnatural because they can’t connect to the other person so the conversation feels forced and artificial to them.
• “Oh, no, of course I see people, but nevertheless I am alone.”
• “Why, tell me, Nastenka, does the conversation between these two interlocutors never get going?”
— May 08, 2026 05:57PM
• “Oh, no, of course I see people, but nevertheless I am alone.”
• “Why, tell me, Nastenka, does the conversation between these two interlocutors never get going?”
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“I can't help coming here tomorrow. I'm a dreamer; I have so little real life that I regard such moments as this one, now, to be so rare that I can't help repeating these moments in my dreams. I will dream of you all night, for an entire week, all year long.”
idk if i’m genuinely insane with benophie sitting front row in my brain 24/7, but the meet cute feels SOOOO benophie coded 😭😭😭
— May 07, 2026 10:18PM
idk if i’m genuinely insane with benophie sitting front row in my brain 24/7, but the meet cute feels SOOOO benophie coded 😭😭😭
