hadja 𝜗ৎ’s Reviews > Before I Go to Sleep > Status Update

damn christine 😭😭

“It’s me,” he said. “Your husband.” “My what?” I said, and then, “What’s happening to me?” “You have amnesia,” he said. “We’ve been married for years.” And then, as he made me the cup of cocoa that still sits in front of me, I let him tell me, from scratch, what I already knew.” oh hell no

“He seemed so determined that I could not be helped. So adamant. Suddenly I did not feel so inclined to tell him about my journal or Dr. Nash. I wanted to keep my secrets for a little longer. I felt they were the only thing I had that I could say was mine.” something’s fishy idkkk

“You push me!” he said. I put my coffee on the ground and grinned. “Hold tight!” I said. I heaved my weight against the bar. It was surprisingly heavy, but I felt it begin to give, and walked around with it so that it gained speed. “Here we go!” I said. I sat on the edge of the platform.”
AWWWW🥹🥹🥹

A BABY?🤨

“I looked away from his face and up to the ceiling. “Do I ever remember you?” He turned to me. “No,” he said. He took my hand. Squeezed it. “But that’s okay. I love you. It’s okay.” “I must be a dreadful burden to you,” I said.” see i don’t want to trust him😭😭

“Something has been added. Something unexpected, terrifying. More terrifying than anything else I have seen today. There, beneath my name, in blue ink and capital letters, are three words. DON’T TRUST BEN. There is nothing I can do but turn the page. I begin to read my history.” oooooh