heptagrammaton’s Reviews > Abider: Poems > Status Update
heptagrammaton
is on page 64 of 98
— Jun 11, 2026 01:41PM
[ . . . ] My best friend says
recalibration, grief and pleasure wires
crossed in me. I'm grateful for this
grace. I'm not the god who saves
by suffering. This season's pain
is only pain—and mine. This hand
is not an angel's hand—but kind.
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heptagrammaton’s Previous Updates
heptagrammaton
is on page 92 of 98
- from "I love so many things I have never touched"
— Jun 12, 2026 09:40AM
... I love myself as I mean to love
the real and ravaged world from this
day forward—easy, yes, but fast.
I've been given a body. It won't last.
- from "I love so many things I have never touched"
heptagrammaton
is on page 89 of 98
- from "Whose Woods I am I Think I Know"
— Jun 12, 2026 09:37AM
... Meanwhile, I stay quiet in this
outlaw dark, lovely to myself, and deep. What I don't
too loudly claim is mine perhaps I'll get to keep.
- from "Whose Woods I am I Think I Know"
heptagrammaton
is on page 73 of 98
- from It's Not the Body's Fault
— Jun 11, 2026 01:49PM
[ ... ] The fault
is not the shoulder's, warm or cold. The back is not the culprit,
even turned. Body is setting, not plot, whether burning or
burned. It's the farm I already bought, and now—field son
with salt and somehow blooming—I'll have to live in it.
- from It's Not the Body's Fault
heptagrammaton
is on page 60 of 98
- from "Upon learning they dress up as bears to take care of the motherless cub at the zoo"
— Jun 11, 2026 01:34PM
What's the difference between tenderness
and trickery, so long as somebody's
willing to pretend to be what you need?
He wants to be loved, so he takes any sign.
Puts himself at the mercy of what paws arrive.
- from "Upon learning they dress up as bears to take care of the motherless cub at the zoo"
heptagrammaton
is on page 25 of 98
— Jun 11, 2026 01:30PM
. . . Want still / shimmers, these years later: to warm / my hands on self and, other, you.
heptagrammaton
is on page 14 of 98
— Jun 11, 2026 01:27PM
This is how, when I was little, when I was lucky,
I received the body of the man or was received there,
without violence. Those night, he was a woman with
an open hand. She waited for the bird of me to light.

