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Vladimir (mecha_yota) Altukhov
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Chapter 5
Desire for and fear of ugly life. Continuous battle between Temple and ego. Temple restricting the ugly life. Living as an exception--realization vs. the lack of it. Life as an allegory of something.
— Jun 22, 2026 07:27AM
Desire for and fear of ugly life. Continuous battle between Temple and ego. Temple restricting the ugly life. Living as an exception--realization vs. the lack of it. Life as an allegory of something.
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Vladimir (mecha_yota) Altukhov
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Chapter 6
Music as an antonym of stuttering. The beauty of music comes from the ugliness of the player. Fancy for short beauty. The pleasant mystery of the past is stained with the vice of the present. Tsurukawa vs. Kashiwagi. Concrete image is less appealing than the imagined mystery.
— Jun 22, 2026 12:47PM
Music as an antonym of stuttering. The beauty of music comes from the ugliness of the player. Fancy for short beauty. The pleasant mystery of the past is stained with the vice of the present. Tsurukawa vs. Kashiwagi. Concrete image is less appealing than the imagined mystery.
Vladimir (mecha_yota) Altukhov
is 41% done
Chapter 4
Evil deed is not admitted for its elevation. Ugliness as a way of making an equal friend. Indulgence in ugliness, conscious acceptance of one's state. Love is a mere illusion. Beaty has a hidden desire for ugliness.
— Jun 21, 2026 08:16AM
Evil deed is not admitted for its elevation. Ugliness as a way of making an equal friend. Indulgence in ugliness, conscious acceptance of one's state. Love is a mere illusion. Beaty has a hidden desire for ugliness.
Vladimir (mecha_yota) Altukhov
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Chapter 3
No difference between noble and horrible feelings. Insides are pretty, too. Temple's status is elevated again. The tie between ugliness and beauty is cut. Evil growing within. Succumbing to the evil.
— Jun 19, 2026 02:00AM
No difference between noble and horrible feelings. Insides are pretty, too. Temple's status is elevated again. The tie between ugliness and beauty is cut. Evil growing within. Succumbing to the evil.
Vladimir (mecha_yota) Altukhov
is 20% done
Chapter 2
Seeing the temple as equal through the shared danger. Perception of self as only being composed of stuttering. Realization that to some stuttering is irrelevant, that it's not the defining feature. War as a dreamlike experience. Desire for destruction via bombs. Concentration on beauty is a confrontation with darkest thoughts.
— Jun 17, 2026 07:43AM
Seeing the temple as equal through the shared danger. Perception of self as only being composed of stuttering. Realization that to some stuttering is irrelevant, that it's not the defining feature. War as a dreamlike experience. Desire for destruction via bombs. Concentration on beauty is a confrontation with darkest thoughts.
Vladimir (mecha_yota) Altukhov
is 12% done
Chapter 1
Ostracism, closed nature, dissatisfaction with the real world, first steps of beauty dessecration, wishing for curses for the entire humanity, obsession with the Golden Temple and beauty, clash between dreamed image and reality, acceptance.
— Jun 13, 2026 11:34PM
Ostracism, closed nature, dissatisfaction with the real world, first steps of beauty dessecration, wishing for curses for the entire humanity, obsession with the Golden Temple and beauty, clash between dreamed image and reality, acceptance.

