Starlight’s Reviews > Push and Shove > Status Update

there wasn’t one scene i actually enjoyed in this stupid book

but it was easily the worst one yet

why is jade not getting a beat down for sexually assaulting and drugging the fmc???

who the fuck is this karen bitch actually

no one is actually fucking talking
fmc was tied down and left alone
with only fucking marie and danielle to stand guard???? and then nathan’s shit dad assaulted her

jfc

i’ll give it up for the fmc though
she wasn’t completely awful this book
poor thing is just surrounded by these godawful fucking idiots

and not just these supposed mmc love interests

seriously
no choice but to root for the fmc
she’s the only sensible one around here besides sean
and yet she’s also 95% clueless about everything

i really hope she gets better and wise to their bullshit

except sean green

ugh

i hate how fucking stupid everyone is

i really need to skim the next book better
bc i’m hoping this stupid nathan shit will be resolved right away and not spend god knows how long on it bc he’s a fucking idiot

and everyone else is an idiot for not realizing his bullshit sooner

kota - boss with dog max
silas - greek guy on football team
gabriel - fashion guy with stepmother
luke - brother to north and uncle has diner
north - on football team and big guy(?)
victor - rich piano guy
sean green - doctor and kissed her first
owen blackbourne - big boss man
nathan - fmc swam with him, dad is an ass

fmc - an idiot

nathan
i hate you and youre the worst.

i hate everyone again

over four hundred
nearly five hundred pages i think
jfc

why does it fly by so quickly and yet so slowly

i’ve already forgotten what those blurbs said

just generally this nathan stuff

and others
bleh

but no first kiss until book ten apparently

ITS JUST A FUCKING KISS

THEYVE BEEN PSEUDO MAKING OUT WITH EACH OTHERS FUCKING FINGERS

LITERALLY SUCKING AND BITING AND LICKING

i can’t even

one of my biggest gripes is the romance

it would’ve been fine if it remained sweet and innocent
all the intimate stuff happening off screen

but there have been references and already vulgar shit being said and done

so it just makes everything fucking messy

like
why even bother pretending this is a sweet romance when you’ve got kids getting boners
and other kids fucking kids

ugh i hate ya

i’m going to pause
force myself to pause again anyways

i’m not mentally or emotionally ready for this book knowing nathan’s shit father is going to beat him up for god knows how long and how bad

and then the sister marie being a bitch again

i’m not in the mood for her shit
ever

thats on top of this slow ass romance
idek what fucking it is with ten ppl involved