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I refuse to let this book make me cry again. I’m actually worried about the stress these heavy emotions have put on my body in the past 24 hours 😭
I won’t cry I won’t cry

I have a headache from crying through just about every page of this book so far 😃

And I will offer her anything—say anything—to ease her mind and grant her a feeling of peace. “Signs are everywhere. Change a life. Go big. And find love again. Got it,” I say.
If she turns around, she’ll see all the tears streaming down my face. I hope she stays still and doesn’t feel my heart in my throat, barely beating, and completely suffocating me with grief.
😭