Status Update

k. rowan is 17% done

I’ve developed a disease that forces me to apologize for everything. I can’t stop. It’s what I do. I’m always apologizing. For who I am and what I never meant to be and for this body I was born into, this DNA I never asked for, this person I can’t unbecome. 17 years I’ve spent trying to be different. Every single day. Trying to be someone else for someone else.
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