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This was a time when I intentionally failed to drop breadcrumbs for my return journey; instead, I ate them… he could change me or ruin me forever, while time and gossip, my ultimately disembowel everything we shared and trim the whole thing down to nothing but fish bones remain. I might miss this day, or I might do far better, but I’d always know that on those afternoons in my bedroom, I had held my moment.
— Jul 16, 2026 11:31AM
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audrey
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This was my favorite Oliver: the one who thought exactly like me.
— Jul 20, 2026 06:19PM
audrey
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But this thing that almost never was still beckons, I wanted to tell him. They can never undo it, never rewrite it, never unlive it, or relive it— it’s just stuck there like a vision of fireflies on a summer field toward evening that keeps saying, You could have had this instead. But going back is false. Moving ahead is false. Looking the other way is false.
— Jul 20, 2026 06:17PM
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We belonged to each other, but had lived so far apart that we belonged to others now. Squatters, and only squatters, were the true claimants to our lives.
— Jul 20, 2026 06:08PM
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“I wish I could be with you all,” I responded, getting all worked up myself over someone I had almost entirely stopped thinking about. Time makes us sentimental. Perhaps, in the end, it is because of time that we suffer.
— Jul 20, 2026 05:56PM
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But remember, our hearts and our bodies are given to us only once.
— Jul 19, 2026 01:22PM
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His undergrad years, each time he spoke of them, acquired a limelit, incandescent magic, as if they belonged to another life, a life to which I had no access since it already belonged to the past.
— Jul 18, 2026 10:32AM