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“With every cell in my body, every fiber of my being, all I am, all I’ve ever been, all I ever will be-that is the way I know Hannah.”

“Stop. Toby slammed his fist into the dashboard. All of you. Do you really think that if there was a way, if there was any way that I could see Hannah being alive, that I wouldn’t cling to that possibility? That I wouldn’t give my last breath to believe even for a second that she was still in this world? Somehow? Somewhere?”

The yearning I can’t 😭😭

“I know, what it’s like for your entire world to begin and end with another person’s eyes, to have fallen so deeply in love with her mind and her strength and her soul that you will never be the same. I know slippery slopes and that little voice that says that without her, life isn’t worth living. I know what it’s like to want to burn the whole world down…”

😭😭😭

“She hated me until she loved me, and she loved me until the end.”

Stoppppp 😭😭

“In my mind, i always capitalized her name-Hannah the Same Backwards as Forward, no comma. I could never let myself write it that way, though-not after I remembered the fire, remembered what I’d done. I wanted to be with Hannah more than I will ever want anything or anyone, but for the longest time, I couldn’t even let myself really write her name.”

My poor baby they both deserve so much better