⋆⭒˚.⋆౨ৎ liv ౨ৎ⋆⭒˚.⋆’s Reviews > The Pairing > Status Update

“they’re a catastrophe like an earthquake is a catastrophe, an act of the gods. they’re the crumbling of an empire and the simple, immediate crash of glass on the floor for good luck. they’re everything, and they’re theo. singular theo, everlasting theo, theo the superbloom.”

i am UNWELL.

“i hope theo looks at that lovingly honed marble and sees the places where their own body holds as much of the divine masculine as he does. i hope it makes them feel known.”

“what a wonder, what a miracle: somehow, more of her.”

no like i’m so fine.

“it’d also be a relief to get back the parts of me that live inside of him. to have somewhere to put all of him contained in me. there are so many things we couldn’t fit into boxes, pieces of ourselves that we can’t access anymore because we could never return them. i’d like to be whole with him.”

what if i cry

“when the rest crumbles—the worst angles, the meanest versions of events, the lies i told myself—what’s left is only kit. only the great unfinished love of my life, and a floor i’m still lying under.”

i love them :’))

“he’ll laugh about it tomorrow, and every person i take to bed from now on will be fighting his ghost for my attention.”

yeah i’m going to like this one