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We haven’t accepted what we don’t understand because we don’t want to look stupid… we haven’t surrendered to ourselves, because that would be the start of a long life and we’re afraid of that… we have feared each other, most of all. And this we consider our daily victory.

— Aug 06, 2026 11:08AM

An Apprenticeship or The Book of Pleasures

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And she mustn’t forget, in the delicate struggle she was engaged in, that the hardest thing to understand was joy

— Aug 06, 2026 12:28PM

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So with tenderness she accepted that she was within the mystery of living

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I love you, God, precisely because I don’t know if you exist

— Aug 06, 2026 12:12PM

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In the worst moments, remember: whoever can suffer intensely, can also feel intense joy

— Aug 06, 2026 12:04PM

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My mystery is simple: I don’t know how to be alive

— Aug 06, 2026 11:57AM

Yan is on page 73 of 176

Teenagers too, who were all face, as they were living their lives were making their own masks. And with much pain. Because knowing that from then on you’ll be playing a role was a frightening surprise. It was the horrible freedom of not-being.

— Aug 06, 2026 11:54AM