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“In what may have been his only valuable remotely therapeutic insight ever, Dr. Apple once told me that I intellectualize things to depersonalize them. To make them less painful.”

— Sep 05, 2026 12:06AM

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he excited to take the PSAT… oh hell nah.

— Sep 07, 2026 06:45PM

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“There’s a weird element of masochism to my anxiety. When I’m anxious, I find that I choose to keep engaging the very thoughts that are making me anxious—kind of like scratching poison ivy.” (268)

— Aug 31, 2026 10:18PM