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No new messages from Enzo today.
No stupid jokes.
Not even the unwarranted daily dick pic.
And when I’d checked his Instagram earlier, he hadn’t posted any new photos. No stories, either.
Nothing since I left his apartment this morning.

Look what you did Tom !! Nasty man

He turned around and walked away, leaving me somehow more devastated than that time Achilles fucked Adriana and she broke the news to me while still underneath him.

My babyyyy

I could never love him in the light.
I could never love any man in public.
It was the future I’d accepted for myself, to keep the ones I loved happy and fulfilled.

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You’ve been laughing a lot lately,” I grumbled as I licked in a circular motion around his leg. “At my expense, but it still counts.”
“Shut up.”
“Mi piaci veramente.”
“I said no Italian.”
“Fuck you, bro

What did you say?”
I really like you.
“Your cum tastes like soap.”

Lollll

You made a mess.”
I stared up at him in confusion, blinking. I was pretty sure this was a team effort.
“Lick it,” he commanded.
“Lick it?”
“Lick my thigh clean, Enzo

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

“It was better that way. So I wouldn’t have to look at his beautiful face. Into those soft eyes. Face the earnest smile of a man who had no fucking business being so boyish, so cute, so…funny.
No. He wasn’t funny. He was just a clown. There was a difference.

Tom not beating the downbad allegations .

A middle-aged man pushing forty, who was obsessed with the youthful brat he was supposed to incarcerate.
“Don’t speak Italian when we’re together,” I growled. “It distracts me.”
Your existence distracts me.

Heehee

“He squinted. “Did you not read my doormat? It says no soliciting, bitch.”
My concern and gnawing desperation were out the window, replaced by good old annoyance and exasperation.
“Step back.”
Enzo rolled his eyes. “Where’s your warrant, fucker?”
“Can’t try to arrest me again. This is a residential property, and one you’re not welcome in, by the way.”

I love them

“Please let it be over. I need my grumpy tomcat.
I waited ten minutes, then twenty.
This wasn’t stalking.
It wasn’t.
You couldn’t stalk someone you were kind of, sort of hooking up with.
Fine. It was stalking. But it was a form of repayment for all the other times he’d stalked me.
Equality for all, amiright?
Actually, I kind of missed his stalking, now that he was no longer doing it.”
Screamingggg

Out.
I wanted to be out of this body.
Out of this arrangement with Katya.
Out of the closet.

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