sammy’s Reviews > Atmosphere > Status Update

how do you even process losing the love of your life, the lifeline to your oxygen? being the capcom of the mission and possibly being the last time you hear them because there is so much uncertainty in the air?

i would throw up, shut down, short circuit. bless jack’s heart to let joan say what she needs to say

what is love if not to let the world implode around you? if not to give up every single definitive thought youve had to follow your feelings? how beautifully vulnerable

omg the book is called atmosphere because everything joan loves is under the atmosphere, keeping her world and people safe. i fucking CRY! crazy pants for her to say she probably wouldnt go back to space

even i want to kick barbara in the fucking shin. we should all aim to be joan’s in this lifetime

FUCK YES VANESSA GOT HER MISSION (even if i already read what happens) BUT MY GOD ITS HAPPENING. what a fucking feeling. my heart tears into MILLIONS of pieces for vanessa & joan’s love story. for their love to be so loud within their bubble, to stretch beyond space and time, but within the constraints of secrets and hidden desire, to never fully scream to the world they love each other.

teary eyed im reading how joan got selected for a space mission. what belief in higher power, putting your best foot forward and never giving up renders you is expansive and immeasurable. nothing is out of reach for a person welcoming of it all

my heart, the legacy of the strawberry milkshake & pb&j sammich 🥹 vanessa is such a soul

THEY SAID I LOVE YOU !!! I REPEAT THIS IS NOT A DRILL, GAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHHHHH

oh FUCK YES THEY KISS HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

my throat is in my ASSHOLE, i need ford to get home to joan. i cannot process losing the family youve built in basically minutes, how fucking DEVASTATING. and to be so completely alone in space? destroyed. this book tests how loneliness is defined