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vita
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“there are books i will never finish reading, games i will never finish playing, movies that ive started and will never see the end of. ever… and so now i mourn. i mourn for the songs that will never reach my ears again. for the words and stories that lie in eternally unopened pages. and i mourn my fifteenth year. and how i will never, from now until then end of time, be able to complete it the way it shouldve
— Sep 29, 2026 08:36PM
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vita
is on page 261 of 320
“i still can’t figure out if it’s bravery or cowardice to take your own life. i can’t figure out if it’s being selfish, or selfless. is it the ultimate act of letting go of oneself, or a cheap act of self-possession? people say a failed attempt is a cry for help… it’s a more a cry to be taken seriously. a cry that says ‘i’m hurting so badly, the world must, for once, come to a grinding halt for me
— Sep 29, 2026 08:14PM
vita
is on page 247 of 320
“it occurs to me that the dark must be in love with the light. yet one must always kill the other”
— Sep 29, 2026 07:59PM
vita
is on page 245 of 320
“i’m evolving, is the thing; im a god becoming a constellation”
“the constellations are mostly demigods,” i point out. “and they didn’t get to be constellations until after they died”
he laughs at that, and says, “death is a small sacrifice to become immortal”
— Sep 29, 2026 07:56PM
“the constellations are mostly demigods,” i point out. “and they didn’t get to be constellations until after they died”
he laughs at that, and says, “death is a small sacrifice to become immortal”
vita
is on page 209 of 320
“the world just loves to laugh at the absurdity of insanity. i guess what makes it funny to people is that it’s a gross distortion of something very familiar”
— Sep 29, 2026 07:21PM
vita
is on page 181 of 320
“but if i endure it, eventually i will settle in. i will find myself as i was before. we do, you know. find ourselves. although it’s a little harder each time. days pass. weeks. then we squeeze ourselves back into the skin of who we were before all this. we put the pieces back together and get on with things”
— Sep 28, 2026 08:35PM
vita
is on page 179 of 320
“‘it’s good when you do that,’ she tells me as i take her hand one day, ‘it keeps me from falling off.’”
— Sep 28, 2026 08:30PM
vita
is on page 168 of 320
“sometimes i think it would be easier to die than to face that, because “what could have been” is much more highly regarded than “what should have been.” dead kids are put on pedestals, but mentally ill kids get hidden under the rug” :(
— Sep 27, 2026 07:40PM
vita
is on page 167 of 320
“i used to be afraid of dying. now im afraid of not living. there’s a difference. we go through life planning for a future, but sometimes that future never comes. i’m talking about personal futures”
— Sep 27, 2026 07:38PM
vita
is on page 163 of 320
“don quixote-the famous literary madman- fought windmills. people think he saw giants when he looked at them, but those of us who’ve been there know the truth. he was windmills, just like everyone else-but he believed they were giants. the scariest thing of call is never knowing what you’re suddenly going to believe”
— Sep 27, 2026 07:34PM