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Razan ..
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الرواية وسردها رهيب 🙏🙏🙏🙏
She had always been my Lilith.
The reason I fell from grace, tumbling through the clouds and thrown into the pits of hell. Damned to live an eternity in the flames because of her. ✨✨✨
— 2 hours, 3 min ago
She had always been my Lilith.
The reason I fell from grace, tumbling through the clouds and thrown into the pits of hell. Damned to live an eternity in the flames because of her. ✨✨✨
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Razan ..
is 78% done
I DIDN'T EXPECT THIS
I THOUGHT HE BURNED OR SOMETHING
his father is a piece of shit !
I understand that he lost his love but this is YOUR SON 🤡
“I did that.” He pokes himself in the chest. “I took my mother’s life, and I deserve to pay for that. So yeah, I let him beat me. But it’s a small price to pay when I’m the reason he lost the love of his life.”
— 36 minutes ago
I THOUGHT HE BURNED OR SOMETHING
his father is a piece of shit !
I understand that he lost his love but this is YOUR SON 🤡
“I did that.” He pokes himself in the chest. “I took my mother’s life, and I deserve to pay for that. So yeah, I let him beat me. But it’s a small price to pay when I’m the reason he lost the love of his life.”
Razan ..
is 74% done
Keeping her from them was never with malicious intent or because I didn’t want them to know. I think it was because I was afraid to say it out loud. If I spoke on our history, on her, then it made it real.
And that makes the loss of her even more real.
But nothing feels like Sage does. I’ve never experienced anything like her in my life, and it makes this question difficult.
Oh rook 🥲🥲🥲
— 1 hour, 6 min ago
And that makes the loss of her even more real.
But nothing feels like Sage does. I’ve never experienced anything like her in my life, and it makes this question difficult.
Oh rook 🥲🥲🥲
Razan ..
is 68% done
الكتاب هاد كل شوي يخليني ابكي 🤡🤡🤡🤡
This harsh reality I never wanted to accept hit like a train today.
It’s this realization that you’re older than your twin.😭😭😭💔
— 2 hours, 56 min ago
This harsh reality I never wanted to accept hit like a train today.
It’s this realization that you’re older than your twin.😭😭😭💔
Razan ..
is 65% done
“You are here some days,” I hear him whisper, his voice cracked from sorrow. “I can feel you, smell you in the air. I hear your laugh in my ears and turn around expecting you to be there, but you aren’t. Not the way I want you to be. Sometimes at night, I see you and we talk, but I know it’s not really you. It’s my mind playing tricks.”
I AM CRYING 😭💔
— 3 hours, 33 min ago
I AM CRYING 😭💔
Razan ..
is 63% done
Glad to know you still know how to lie.” His voice makes me shiver.
“Sorry, act.”
You have no fucking clue what I went through inside that place, Van Doren. Don’t act like I had it easy in there. While you were out, free, trying to fuck me out of your memory.”
Now who’s jealous?”
I AM STARTING TO HATE HIM.....
— 3 hours, 49 min ago
“Sorry, act.”
You have no fucking clue what I went through inside that place, Van Doren. Don’t act like I had it easy in there. While you were out, free, trying to fuck me out of your memory.”
Now who’s jealous?”
I AM STARTING TO HATE HIM.....
Razan ..
is 60% done
What is wrong with you,” she murmurs. “Why did you let me do that?
“You,” I bite out, hating the taste of that truth on my tongue. “You are what’s wrong with me. You being back here. You walking around campus, showing up at the cliff. You fucking existing.”
— 13 hours, 13 min ago
“You,” I bite out, hating the taste of that truth on my tongue. “You are what’s wrong with me. You being back here. You walking around campus, showing up at the cliff. You fucking existing.”
Razan ..
is 55% done
I want to cry for her because I hope she didn’t feel afraid, but I know she was. She was alone, wondering when we’d show up to save her, but we never came, not in time. She died thinking she was going to be rescued, and we weren’t even aware she was missing.
MY HEART 😭💔
— 13 hours, 46 min ago
MY HEART 😭💔
Razan ..
is 52% done
My last hope in humanity had been set ablaze by a set of neon blue eyes and a pretty poison mouth.
I want to believe it—that she is nothing. Goddamn I would give anything for her to be nothing.
But she’s still living inside of me like a parasite, feeding on me.
🥲🥲🥲🥲
— 14 hours, 4 min ago
I want to believe it—that she is nothing. Goddamn I would give anything for her to be nothing.
But she’s still living inside of me like a parasite, feeding on me.
🥲🥲🥲🥲
Razan ..
is 48% done
I hated rook a little I guess?
Because I know he is in so much pain but her situation is worse ???
How can they treat like this when she lost HER TWIN?????
— 14 hours, 58 min ago
Because I know he is in so much pain but her situation is worse ???
How can they treat like this when she lost HER TWIN?????



It hurts more than Thatcher’s cuts, more than Alistair’s hits, my father’s words. I hurt so fucking much that it prevents me from breathing.
Every single inhale feels like needles in my throat.
And for the first time in my life, I want the pain to stop. I need it to fucking stop.
No, no, no, I repeat to myself.
😭😭😭
محزن كيف بده الالم يختفي بينما هو اساسا دائما كان بدور عليه
ما بلومه ما بقدر وهو مفكر كل اللي صار بينهم كذبة