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“Looking at him, I can’t help thinking that all the little ones seem to end up with me. Louella. Lou Lou. Ampert. I can’t keep a one of them safe. Why do they flock to me?”

no stop if he dies im done. (ik hes gonna die its js im not ready)

“When I hook Wyatt’s token around my neck, it’s like having both him and Maysilee with me.”

Oh, get the gun.

“I examine the necklace she wove to securely carry Wyatt’s scrip coin. She spent most of her training hours helping the Newcomers display their tokens with pride, when she could have been learning skills to protect herself. Whatever else she may be, Maysilee Donner is not a turncoat.”

“Then Lou Lou, pictured with her snake. I wonder if, anywhere in Panem, a family member or playmate recognizes her for who she really is. The McCoys must know she’s a fake.”

my chest hurts.

“The thought of Capitol hands disposing of her infuriates me. And like my Louella, I cannot give her up without a fight. I lift her into my arms and head into an area of the densest trees I can spot.”

“Lou Lou won’t be on the hill with me and Louella. They can’t send back two bodies to District 12 without exposing their incompetence. So where will you go, little girl? Back to 11? Into Capitol soil? Or will they incinerate your body and leave no trace of you behind? Either way, mine will be the last touch of someone who cares about you.”

IM SO MADDDDDD AAAAAA LOU LOU AND WE DONT EVEN KNOW HER REAL NAME IS I HATE SNOWWWWW

Lou Lou was clapping when they finally made sparks. She got excited over flowers that reminded her of home. She curled up like a kitten when she was tired. 🥹
She was still just a little girl, even in the arena.

AND THEN THIS HAPPENS.

The cannon fires to confirm her death as her body goes limp.”
I lean down and whisper into her bad ear. A personal message to the Gamemakers. “You did this to her. This is who you are.”
And then for Lou Lou, I say the thing she no longer can. “Murderers.”

IM NOT GONNA RECOVER THIS. EVER. ITS LIKE RUE I CANT.