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My life had made a complete turnaround. My days were now spent with the three most beautiful women on earth. There wasn’t much sleep, and there was no alone time with Ivy, but I wouldn’t change anything. My house now felt like a home. Filled with the ones I loved and cared most about in this world. My grandparents would be proud.

“It’s all right, I can take you.” My eyes bugged out of my head. He really does love me, like take care of me when I’m sick, make me toast and tea in bed and take me to the store to buy tampons, kind of love. If that’s wasn’t true love, I didn’t know what is.

I was poison, everyone I loved got killed. Looking up into the tormented eyes of the love of my life, I wouldn’t see the same fate for him. I had dropped Trixie on the floor by my feet when I had pulled Tessa into my arms. Faster than I’d ever moved before, I reached out grabbing my gun and lifted it to my temple. I squeezed the trigger—a shot rang out.

Now I’m left sitting here, in his arms, somewhere I’ve always wanted to be and all I can think about is getting away from him. This was so screwed up. Silent tears began streaming down my cheeks. I knew it was a long shot from the beginning, but try telling that to my love-struck heart. “Sweet Cheeks, don’t cry. Why are you crying? You know I’m no good with reading emotions and shit” he murmured.

Walking out to my car an awful feeling blanketed my body. I knew this feeling, the feeling of being watched, and I hated it. Who could it be? My past was behind me; they were all in prison or dead. So what the hell was going on? Fear crept up my spine like an old unwanted friend.

What did you hope would happen when you told me about these feelings, Ivy? I’m not in a good place right now, you of all people know that. I have nothing to offer you, or anyone.” “I know that’s how you see yourself, but I don’t. I never have. You are an amazing man, Gabe. You are kind, generous and caring. Although you don’t let many people see that side of you.