Meg > Status Update

If I could figure out how to "give up" on this book, I would. Wanting to be spanked makes you a sexual deviant? It makes you look like you want someone to rape or abuse you? I don't know how the same person who wrote "Cards of Love: The Lovers" wrote this book. It's just making me sad. I haven't been less turned on and I haven't forced myself through an S & M type book since "50 shades of Grey."