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What the fuck is actually happening right now. Like what the fuck.

Seriously all that cheating is disgusting hands down

Now he’s cheating on Mary with multiple partners, i have to say that’s soooooooo attractive

Yeah what they have is toxic. So ten years for now their best scenario is John getting married while what? Meeting with Nathan is a motel for sex and love while raising a family? What does that even mean?? And he’s like straight with an itch he GOTTa scratch? While he’s married. Man who tf he thinks he is.

Whether I liked john or not, this book is fucking...something.

I don’t know if I actually like John and Nathan together. I think they both are good first time experience and figuring out themselves but...Nathan’s world revolves around John (from what I can see) and it’s tad unhealthy. And John...I think he needs someone older in the mindset, like he feels mature in comparison.

His infidelity is...nah just nah.

I really don’t think I hate John. I think he’s just a kid struggling with accept what he wants in terms of his sexuality and he got startling self-awareness that sometimes comes off as arrogance when I think he’s just stating facts.

I really don’t know if I like John or not. I like his character but I don’t like HIM. Also if seems like a shitty thing to lead on your bestfriend, but also it seems like a confused gay teenager thing to do. I think John likes to think he’s above being that, but he kinda is.

I have mixed feelings about this book. Like technically john i s cheating on his girlfriend, and it seems irrelevant in a good and bad way: good Irrelevant because to him it’s a guy so for him it didn’t technically ‘count’ as cheating, and irrelevantly bad for the same exact reason. John seems like the end game is always ending up with a girl so what happens between this and then is an experiment at best.