voluptuous_sheen’s Reviews > Losing Hope > Status Update

We just need to accept that things are what they are, and all the guilt and regret in the world can’t change that.

“Fuck all the firsts, Sky. The only thing that matters to me with you are the forevers.”

“They took you. Whoever was in that car, they took you from your dad, from me, from Les. You’ve been missing for thirteen years, Hope.”

I don’t want her to see how much it hurts to know she can be this close to me . . . and somehow not remember me.

“Where’d you go?”

“You have to quit checking out like that. It freaks me out a little bit.”

-Dean Holder

“I thought Mormons weren’t allowed to have caffeine,” I say to him.
Breckin shrugs. “I decided to break that rule the morning I woke up gay.”
I laugh. I think I like this Mormon.

I need to believe that what she did was the only answer she had left, because if I don’t, then I’ll never forgive myself for not helping her find a different one.