Bex Dane > Status Update

Auggie is driving me insane. He's very bossy and all-consuming. I'm at 31K of the first draft.
Sneak peek:
"For your first time, all we need is this and my cock." He picked up one condom and wrapped it in his fist.
Oh my… Wow. Was this happening? I started to hyperventilate. No freaking way did he just say what he just said.
"Could you… uh, repeat that? I'm not following."