Mar ♡’s Reviews > My Dark Vanessa > Status Update

"Sometimes it really does feel like a curse, the meaning I can attach to anything."

I feel too impure, my dear Vanessa...

"“This will follow you around forever. You’ll be branded for life.” I want to say, Too late . That I walk around every day feeling permanently marked by him"
My heart hurts and my soul is furious for all the poor lives that have to deal with this.

TW: SA
"I know he wants the truth and that I should tell him I didn’t like being woken up by him hard and practically pushing into me. That I wasn’t ready to have sex this way. That it felt forced. But I’m not brave enough to say any of this"

'there’s probably something wrong with me, an inherent weakness that manifests as laziness, a fear of hard work.'

I feel gross.