Jordan’s Reviews > Asking for It > Status Update

I haven't picked up this book in months, but I am determined to finish it. Not today though.

I don't know why I can't finish this book. I really do want to read it. This is the third time I have started this book.

The side of the road fantasy was better. It seemed more real. I googk we're leading up to what I want: him sneaking up on her unawares and taking it! I don't know why the idea of a man I'm attracted to just taking complete control of me is turn on for me.

I really don't want them to arrange the scenes. I want him to just catch her off guard and take that shit! ONLY BECAUSE SHE WANTS IT! I am trying to live out my own strange rape fantasy through this book and it's missing the mark. The book itself is good though.

Turned off the lights so she couldn't see him and had to wonder if it was him or an actual stranger. I wanted him to force her. I am one of those weird women who also has this fantasy and don't think anyone will ever be able to fulfill it for me. So I need this book to get what I need. I know...I'm sick.

I'm into this shit. I don't know if the first time he was trying to ease her into it or what, but I wanted her to fight more. It didn't seem like a rape. Especially the way he came out of character right after. It just seemed like role play. I wanted her to be scared. Maybe he should not have told her what he was doing. Maybe he should have told her to go to the bar and then just been in her room when she got back.