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Zayne Wilder, a.k.a. Joker, and I were cool. I never thought I would see the day

Zayne Wilder, a.k.a. Joker, and I were cool. I never thought I would see the day

We had both been abused and our bodies taken against our will, yet somehow, the two of us coming together in such a way was therapeutic. We allowed the other to enter territory that had long been abandoned and closed off.

Go girl🤩 I knew my worth. Yes, Joker killed for him, but I deserved more. I wouldn’t beg anyone to be in my life. Either I was worth the risk or I wasn’t.

H is so weak😩😤 I was a fucking mess. I was lying to my best friend and disgracing Tori at the same time. Shame and guilt were devouring me from the inside out, but I couldn’t stop myself. I couldn’t stay away from her, and I couldn’t break Joker’s trust in me

“But I am your dirty little secret, aren’t I?”
He looked away, unable to answer. Instead, he said, “I’ll tell him we’re friends soon. Okay?”
Friends.
Again, the whiplash was spinning me. One second, I was his, and the next, we were just friends😤😤😤

H needs therapy 🤔

To dark for me….

frustrating ... H is not ready to confront his best friend....he is kind of beta male😟😬🥴😤

now she is starting to drink....