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MATEO - A different hunger
Homesickness?
How can I miss the place
I was so desperate to leave?
All night, I lie awake, frightened
by jungle noises. By dawn,
all I want to do
is keep listening
to screeching birds
and howling monkeys-
any wild animal music
to help me escape
from my own scary
human story
of loss.
— May 19, 2024 10:10PM
Homesickness?
How can I miss the place
I was so desperate to leave?
All night, I lie awake, frightened
by jungle noises. By dawn,
all I want to do
is keep listening
to screeching birds
and howling monkeys-
any wild animal music
to help me escape
from my own scary
human story
of loss.
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Fiona
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MATEO - Payday
The payroll office is just a train car
with two windows and two signs:
GOLD. SILVER. My first two
English words.
Our whole crew waits in a slow, snaking
line that leads to the SILVER sign,
while beside us at the GOLD window,
a short, swiftly moving row of americano
foremen and steam-shovel drivers
hold out big, floppy cowboy hats
to catch a shower of gold.
Gold. Just like the bell-bright coins
— May 19, 2024 10:16PM
The payroll office is just a train car
with two windows and two signs:
GOLD. SILVER. My first two
English words.
Our whole crew waits in a slow, snaking
line that leads to the SILVER sign,
while beside us at the GOLD window,
a short, swiftly moving row of americano
foremen and steam-shovel drivers
hold out big, floppy cowboy hats
to catch a shower of gold.
Gold. Just like the bell-bright coins
Fiona
is on page 14 of 214
MATEO - The voyage from Cuba
Hunger at sea for three days
feels like a knife in the flesh -
twisted blade, rusty metal,
the piercing tip of a long
sharp-edged
dagger
called regret.
But there's no turning back,
and with no food on board,
hunger haunts me
until we finally reach
the slick, wet Panama docks,
where dozens of other ships
are all unloading their fuming,
angry,
hungry
human cargo
in thunderous rain
— May 19, 2024 10:06PM
Hunger at sea for three days
feels like a knife in the flesh -
twisted blade, rusty metal,
the piercing tip of a long
sharp-edged
dagger
called regret.
But there's no turning back,
and with no food on board,
hunger haunts me
until we finally reach
the slick, wet Panama docks,
where dozens of other ships
are all unloading their fuming,
angry,
hungry
human cargo
in thunderous rain
Fiona
is on page 8 of 214
MATEO from the island of Cuba
to carry me far
from my father's
furious fists.
Sailor.
Fisherman.
Lobster trapper.
I'm willing to take any job
that floats me away
from home
I am not an ordinary war orphan.
Papi is alive, but the family part
of his mind
is deeply wounded.
He drinks so much rum
that he believes I am
his enemy - a Spaniard
from the country
that lost the war
and left so many
of its soldiers
behind
— May 19, 2024 09:09PM
to carry me far
from my father's
furious fists.
Sailor.
Fisherman.
Lobster trapper.
I'm willing to take any job
that floats me away
from home
I am not an ordinary war orphan.
Papi is alive, but the family part
of his mind
is deeply wounded.
He drinks so much rum
that he believes I am
his enemy - a Spaniard
from the country
that lost the war
and left so many
of its soldiers
behind

