Ervina Yoder’s Reviews > First They Killed My Father: A Daughter of Cambodia Remembers > Status Update

“Pa believes the war will last for a long time and this makes the very act of living sad for him. Every day we hear tales of other families who cannot see the end to their terror and thus commit suicide. We live knowing we are in danger of being discovered at any moment. My stomach churns with nausea at the thought of death. But I do not know how to go on living with such sadness.”