kimber nilsson > Quotes

“He pulled off the condom brusquely, wiped the head on my cheek, and threw it in the gutter.  My humiliation was scorching hot.  I couldn't help touching myself yet another time.  His eyes called me 'slut' as I came again.”
― kimber nilsson

“She was mine.  I owned her from the hair on her head to her curl-covered cunt to those elegant feet. ”
― kimber nilsson

“I got the recurring itch to hunt for a dirty scene.  I found myself in a swank hotel bar, a Westin or someplace like that, and flirted shamelessly with a well-dressed man who invited me up to his room.  I could say he slipped a Mickey into my drink, but, I’d be fooling myself.  When the endorphins kicked in, the man had his belt around my neck and choked me, while riding me from behind and calling me names. 
Afterward, he asked if I was okay and reminded me I agreed to this type of breath play.  Maybe I did. ”
― kimber nilsson

“I wasn’t a nice guy.  Getting evidence of infidelity for people seeking a divorce or leverage against their partner were my bread and butter.  You could say I specialized in entrapment.  I followed tips from my clients to create an opportunity to engage with the mark in an illicit encounter. ”
― kimber nilsson

“I had a plan of action that I was going to run by Will.  He could run it up the flagpole, but I wasn’t asking permission.  My mind was made up.  I was going to The Confessional tonight too.  If she wanted atonement, I’d be happy to give it to her.”
― kimber nilsson

“In retrospect, I thought Natalie had been rationing sex out as if it were currency, which made me angry.  Relationships meant not holding back pleasure from your partner, right?  But she had.  Now I knew why she’d doled out her favors to me.  She was the neighborhood doorknob, the bicycle my friends rode. ”
― kimber nilsson

“I think someone gave me candy when I was younger, someone whose face I don't remember; a blank face from my nightmares.  He gave them to me to cover up the taste of something vile, and I associate the candy with the vile act before it.”
Dr. Jane moved over to the couch to sit next to me, put her arm around my shoulder, and cooed as if she were comforting a child.  I felt like a child.  I needed someone to hear the horror of this memory and explain what this might mean.”
― kimber nilsson

“There were things I never asked when picking up a stranger.  I didn't want to know what they did for a living.  I didn’t care what they drove, where they lived, or what their favorite color was.  I wanted to know how they liked their cock sucked.  I wanted to know if they made love or fucked.  Did they eat pussy?  Did they like rough sex? 
He laughs.  “I thought those kinds of pickup lines weren’t allowed.” 
He was cocky.  I liked that.  It was a cousin to arrogance and cruelty; I liked that even more.  Was this what it felt like to find your true north?
He shook my hand and started a conversation like a gentleman.  But in my heart, I knew this man, the dark Viking, was dangerous.”
― kimber nilsson

“So, if I best someone in a deal, I make note of that, so I can watch out for repercussions.  That’s the kind of dog-eat-dog-world it is.  I’ve kept track of every wrong done to my children.  I’ve garnered vengeance on their behalf.  To disrespect them is to disrespect me, and no one disrespects Declan Drazen.”
― kimber nilsson