Amethyst. > Quotes

“I want you to crave me as much as I fucking do, Zanae. Because I hate being the only one dying to touch you.” “THEN, FUCKING MAKE ME!!”
― Amethyst., Nemesync

“She circled me, as if testing her self-control too. “You think you can control me, Elijah? Try to steal them, and I’ll drown you with me in death.”
― Amethyst., Nemesync

“Moved and teary-eyed, I softly replied, “Then maybe, just maybe, I am enough.” Elijah, looking deeply into my eyes, whispered, “There’s no fucking maybe. You’re more than enough. You’re consuming me, and I wouldn’t have it any other way.”
― Amethyst., Nemesync

“Nikolai shot me a sly grin. “Are you making sure no one else dares to look?” “I’ll cut their retinas out.”
― Amethyst., Nemesync

“can still be on my knees while you’re hating me. Doesn’t matter to me,” he whispered back brushing my cheek with his lips before backing off.”
― Amethyst., Nemesync

“If I could, I’ll take everything that’s dark in your heart and make it mine.”
― Amethyst., Nemesync

“Looking at my palm, I saw those constellations again. “Now you have the whole universe in your hand again,” she smiled. “Zanae…” I breathed, tracing the freckles on her cheeks with my fingers. “I’m tracing my whole universe right now.” I looked at her, just like she gazed at the sky, with admiration and love.”
― Amethyst., Nemesync

“You’re fixing me Elijah,” I admitted. His gaze was intense and warm. He inhaled my air as though it was the very breath he needed to live, then kissed my jaw, saying, “You’re not fucking broken, you’re majestic.”
― Amethyst., Nemesync

“trying to provoke me, Elias? You could’ve just asked politely for me to kill you. No need for all of that.”
― Amethyst., Nemesync

“She’s completely sinful. You cannot love her.” A wide grin appeared on my lips. “That’s where you’re fucking wrong. If she’s all sin, don’t forget that I’m D’yavol.”
― Amethyst., Nemesync

“No, no, no... What have you done, Milaya?” I whispered, tears welling in my eyes, my heart shattering at the sight before me. I lifted her dripping body from the bathtub, my hands trembling with fear. I was terrified that she felt the need to end it, terrified that she may never find healing. “You won’t die in my arms, Milaya! Do you hear me? You’ll live!”
― Amethyst., Nemesync

“In a hushed voice, weakened but audible, I whisper, “It’s so loud in my head, Elijah.” He wipes a tear that has just fallen before approaching me and puts his forehead on mine, “I’ll make it stop.”
― Amethyst., Nemesync

“I traced it with my fingers and read it in a low voice, “‘I have loved the stars too fondly to be fearful of the night’. You’re a poetic one, Milaya.”
― Amethyst., Nemesync

“You’re the prettiest and most thoughtful soul I know. Even the Devil was a fallen angel before. The darkness within you is my light.” He stopped his kiss, his gaze melting into mine. I hated that look on his face, as if he didn’t believe me, as if he didn’t see anything good about himself. “You think so?” My heart tightened seeing his vulnerability. “Of course, and I wouldn’t change anything about you.”
― Amethyst., Nemesync

“My hand tightened on the knife, “Careful, Zanae. I might just enjoy being the big bad wolf.” She raised an eyebrow, unyielding, “Is that why you want to eat me alive Mister Volkov?”
― Amethyst., Nemesync

“And little did she know, her life had just taken an unexpected turn, propelling her, Miss Zanae Dellé, into the role of the formidable leader of the Lebanese mafia. She became the first woman to take this role, the new Emira. Welcome to the underground world, Sestra.”
― Amethyst., Nemesync

“Do that again, and my mouth won’t only be sucking your finger, Zanae. Don’t tempt me.”
― Amethyst., Nemesync

“Listen, I just wanted to remind you, Zanae can be your romantic interest, but I’m your bro-mantic one.”
― Amethyst., Nemesync

“I’m with him. I don’t feel stained in his hands, you know?”
― Amethyst., Nemesync

“Every-fucking-thing could go wrong. He could poison me or strangle me to death. Or I could shoot him right in the head.”
― Amethyst., Nemesync

“I love you, Elijah. I don’t know how to love myself, but loving you is so much easier.” I took a deep breath and continued, “You’re as vital as my own breath. You’re in every aspect of my existence, in every reflection, dream and nightmare. My heart is yours, and I want you to understand the depth of what I feel. It’s not a one-way thing; I’m with you in this, I’ll always be, no matter what.”
― Amethyst., Nemesync

“I’m about to go back to my room, when she grabs my arm and, half-asleep, and asks, “Stay with me until I fall asleep, please, they’re quiet when you’re here.”
― Amethyst., Nemesync

“Elijah stood tall in front of me, eyes pitch black, unfazed, the man at his mercy, literally not understanding what’s happening. “You wanted my attention, Zanae? Now you have it.” Before I could even react, a gunshot echoed through the room, and the man fell lifeless to the floor. Blood everywhere, sliding under my shoes, on my dress, arms, everywhere. I can almost feel it on my soul.”
― Amethyst., Nemesync

“Oh please, the Pakhan wouldn’t even notice if you were gone. You’re just some kind of⁠—” A presence appeared behind me. His commanding aura enveloped me; it was him. I felt safe with his touch and I immediately recognized him. His hand cupped my chin, tilting my head back as his lips claimed mine in a possessive kiss. He tasted like vodka, strong and sweet. The room fell silent, a collective gasp echoed in the room, all around us. Even I gasped.”
― Amethyst., Nemesync

“Give me colors, I beg you, Zanae. Save me. Don’t leave me. I needed her to open her eyes. But she didn’t. They didn’t open and she didn’t come back.”
― Amethyst., Nemesync

“He was with me in my brokenness, but still found me beautiful even if I couldn’t do it myself. With him, I felt normal, worthy to feel pain, worthy of attempting to heal, worthy of everything.”
― Amethyst., Nemesync

“Her voice cracked, trembling with despair and fury. “I’LL NEVER HEAL! HER DEATH KILLED ME ELIJAH! SHE KILLED ME!!”
― Amethyst., Nemesync

“he was also half Russian and hated Vodka. This man was just blasphemous.”
― Amethyst., Nemesync

“In that moment, the desire to be seen, understood, and even maybe rescued washes over me. I wanted him to comprehend how much pain was in me, I wanted him to at least give me recognition for that. His deep voice is softer than normal when he speaks up, “What did you do, Milaya?”
― Amethyst., Nemesync

“Niko didn’t cook that well. He loved trying, though. Ben and I always encouraged him—to stop, actually.”
― Amethyst., Nemesync