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November 5, 2025

[Update - New Preorder Link] MISSY U.S. Cover Reveal

Firstly, thank you to the people who wrote to say that the Northwestern University Press purchase link for MISSY was not working. NU is talking to their distributor about resolving the issue.

In the meantime, here is a working link from Barnes and Noble, retailing at the same price as NUP ($26). Your support helps more than perhaps you realize.

Barnes and Noble Link

Original Post Below:

I’m thrilled to share that Missy is officially coming to North America!

Please buy it. It’s impossible to overstate how valuable preorders are. If you have read MISSY and spread the good word, thank you.

The U.S. edition won’t ship until Spring ‘26. It hasn’t even gone to press yet so if you order it, don’t be confused if it doesn’t arrive until March next year. I apologize for the continuous promotion I’ll likely be doing from now until launch.

And, drumroll please, here’s the U.S. cover. Thank you so much to the wonderful editorial and design team at Triquarterly Books (Northwestern University Press) for recognizing that MISSY is an American story, a Chicago story, and that its particulars (hopefully) make it universal.

US Cover of MissyThe Cover:

I grew up in cities; I love cities. And I love Chicago like no other. Cycling it everyday, I’ve come to know it intimately, and the city and the lake and world-famous Lakeshore Drive all figure large in MISSY, in particular and for what they represent. I hope you like the cover as much as I do.

What Preorders Mean:

For Northwestern University Press to commit to publishing a book that has already been out in the world for eighteen months is a huge statement. Once published in other territories, it can be harder to find a publisher at home. When you preorder MISSY through NUP, you are repaying their faith in me and their belief that Missy makes an important contribution to American arts and letters. Please consider it.

Barnes and Noble Preorder Link

Thank You

I’m overjoyed this book is now available to North American readers for personal reasons. I live and work in America. Large parts of this book take place in Chicago. The community in this country has helped me enormously. Like the character Missy, time has altered my identity. Though India will always be in my blood, I naturalized and became an American citizen in 2019. Having Missy available elsewhere in the world but not in my home felt like a job unfinished. That feeling’s gone now.

To all my readers, my friends, families, and champions, thank you for your support. To my agent, Priya Doraswamy, my U.S. editor Megan Stielstra and the whole NUP team — thank you for bringing MISSY home!

MISSY (North America, UK & Commonwealth, India & Subcontinent)

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Published on November 05, 2025 11:38

November 4, 2025

MISSY U.S. Cover Reveal + Preorder Announcement

I’m thrilled to share that Missy is officially coming to North America!

The U.S. preorder link is now live. HERE IT IS. Please buy it. It’s impossible to overstate how valuable preorders are. If you have read MISSY and spread the good word, thank you.

The U.S. edition won’t ship until Spring ‘26. It hasn’t even gone to press yet so if you order it, don’t be confused if it doesn’t arrive until March next year. I apologize for the continuous promotion I’ll likely be doing from now until launch.

And, drumroll please, here’s the U.S. cover. Thank you so much to the wonderful editorial and design team at Triquarterly Books (Northwestern University Press) for recognizing that MISSY is an American story, a Chicago story, and that its particulars (hopefully) make it universal.

US Cover of MissyThe Cover:

I grew up in cities; I love cities. And I love Chicago like no other. Cycling it everyday, I’ve come to know it intimately, and the city and the lake and world-famous Lakeshore Drive all figure large in MISSY, in particular and for what they represent. I hope you like the cover as much as I do.

What Preorders Mean:

For Northwestern University Press to commit to publishing a book that has already been out in the world for eighteen months is a huge statement. Once published in other territories, it can be harder to find a publisher at home. When you preorder MISSY through NUP, you are repaying their faith in me and their belief that Missy makes an important contribution to American arts and letters. Please consider it.

Preorder Link

Thank You

I’m overjoyed this book is now available to North American readers for personal reasons. I live and work in America. Large parts of this book take place in Chicago. The community in this country has helped me enormously. Like the character Missy, time has altered my identity. Though India will always be in my blood, I naturalized and became an American citizen in 2019. Having Missy available elsewhere in the world but not in my home felt like a job unfinished. That feeling’s gone now.

To all my readers, my friends, families, and champions, thank you for your support. To my agent, Priya Doraswamy, my U.S. editor Megan Stielstra and the whole NUP team — thank you for bringing MISSY home!

MISSY (North America, UK & Commonwealth, India & Subcontinent)

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Published on November 04, 2025 09:30

September 25, 2025

Becoming A Dad

Memory from Cats

Trying to understand what is happening inside the brain of my two-month old daughter has inadvertently taught me about myself.

We both have brains; we are both having lots of new experiences. And we are both unable to articulate these experiences fully. For her, it’s because she doesn’t yet have many mental models — she doesn’t have a sense of herself in 3D space, she doesn’t have a sense of sequence, she can make sounds but they are just sounds, not encoded with semantic meaning. I have all these capacities. Why am I still tongue-tied?

While she doesn’t have any mental models, I have too many. My brain has many grooved patterns built over time. They are not calcified. I still have neural plasticity. But they are long-standing and have served me well and now, all of a sudden, a wave of new experiences, rich, full, elevated-oxytocin moments are coming thick and fast like invaders over a rampart, overwhelming my capacity to make sense of them. Intermittent sleep doesn’t help either since sleep is where a lot of life fragments are integrated into a cohesive whole.

So I’m letting go (partially, as much as I can) of the attempt to ‘make sense’ of what’s happening to me and am instead sinking into the experience without attempting to distill it. Still, there’s a few things that I’ve learned that I’m eager to share.

One, I learned a new word. In memory research, the initial impact of an experience on the brain is called an ‘engram.’ An engram may contain, for an adult, many different aspects: facts, elements of one’s own autobiography, sensations, emotional content.

(The Developing Mind’ by Daniel Siegel)

Now, how this engram is stored and recalled, depends a lot on how you grew up, how you treated memories before. I have always had strong semantic recall; I’m good with words and facts but I have poor perceptual recall. I can’t recall how things tasted or smelled. Our dinner table conversation as a family often consisted of facts: ‘What battles did Alexander the Great win? Issus, Granicus, Arbela’, ‘What was the name of his horse? Bucephalus’ instead of ‘What did you today? What was the school lunch?’ My dad loves trivia and used to quiz us on capitals of the world but we weren’t big on ‘how was the bus ride home.’

When we got to Japan for our two-month stay, T was confused when she saw that I journaled everyday about everything — what we ate, what we saw, what we heard, what we smelled. I told her it helped with my recall. It was just something I’d done for the longest time. Now, I finally understand what I was doing and why it was silly to her. She just remembers how something tastes. I need to convert perceptual memory into semantic memory — words — and those words then trigger for me the taste of ichigo daifuku - strawberry wrapped in red bean paste. For me, the memory is inseparable from the words. This is true for most of my memories except for very emotionally charged ones. I need to convert memories into words for them to enter long-term storage. My engrams are stored largely semantically. And the semantic recall triggers the other aspects of the engram to fire in my brain and I remember the rest of the episode.

Without realizing this, my younger self discovered journaling as a way to make up for poor perceptual memory. I used a strength — ‘semantic recall’ — to cover up a weakness (episodic recall). It’s always funny to me how so much of our cognitive wiring is jerry-rigged.

I hope my daughter comes to enjoy words but also earnestly hope she won’t have to write down what she ate to remember how it tasted!

Please Review and Rate MISSY:

If you have read MISSY and enjoyed it, then please leave a review and rating on Goodreads and Amazon. You may think it inconsequential; but it helps. Missy will be available in America starting Spring 2026.

The best online retailers for my book are currently Waterstones and Blackwells. Here’s the India order link.

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Published on September 25, 2025 10:24

July 15, 2025

The Dangerous Heuristic

I will try to keep this post short. Let me open with a quote from “The People’s Hospital” by Dr. Ricardo Nuila. It’s an excellent book — interweaving remarkable patient stories with Dr. Nuila’s own journey and with a thoughtful, considered analysis of the healthcare system. Published in 2023, I think it will be considered timeless like “The House of God” by Samuel Shem and other such books because the problems it describes aren’t just endemic to the healthcare system. Over time, those intractable problems have wormed their way into the soul of America.

Dr. Ricardo Nuila & John Boyd — two people who care about function and helping the end user.

Context for the quote: Dr. Nuila works at Ben Taub Hospital in Houston. It’s a public safety-net hospital in Harris County owned and operated by the Harris Health System and staffed by the faculty, residents, and students from Baylor College of Medicine. One of his colleagues who splits time between Ben Taub and a private hospital is explaining to him the difference in the practice.

“The private hospital is set up to be overused.” He explained. He could call a colleague in during a surgery when he didn’t really need an extra set of hands (and, likewise, expect to be called by that colleague.”

Here, Dr. Nuila’s colleague is explaining “over-treatment” — Medicine Inc. (Nuila’s neat formulation that sums up hospitals, doctors, administrators, and health insurance companies) are all incentivized, individually, to do more, spend more, and recoup more but the health outcome for the patient isn’t necessarilly improved. It’s spending more with no change to outcome.

This section reminded me of the excellent biography of John Boyd by Robert Coram. Boyd was a fighter pilot turned plane designer (among many other things) who advocated for simpler fighters that cost less with fewer bells and whistles. He found that, within the Pentagon, people WANTED to spend more and spending was an end in itself because it was more impressive to have a $25 million plane with radar-guided missiles than a lightweight, lower-cost fighter. A lot of the voices pushing for spending more, predictably, came from the weapons manufacturers but people in the military, too, saw opportunities for advancement by supporting expensive, shiny programs.

Dr. Nuila and Boyd noticed the same thing —- both in the military and in healthcare, there was TOO MUCH money already. The problem wasn’t funds. Rather, it was the excess of funds. There was no incentive to do things under budget.

I’ll throw a third thing into the mix even though I need to read more about it but the U.S. education costs per child in 2020–21 were $18,614 nationally, the fourth highest in the world and I’m pretty sure no one thinks we’re getting sufficient ROI. There, too, MORE spending isn’t the answer.

We live in a time when we are inundated with information. And, as consumers, of products, of information, of news stories, we have to come up with heuristics — cognitive shorthand — to get through the day. The idea that “more expensive is better” is a heuristic that many of us, myself included, can default to. But this heuristic is not necessarily true. We must be careful.

The Conclusion Here:

For decades to come, we are going to be arguing about policies like Medicare for All, and about Dept. of Education, and about military spending. I write this short post in the hope that my audience, working in various industries and with a wide range of political beliefs, remembers that — “who is going to pay for it?” and “how much?” are not the only salient questions.

Guiding philosophies. Processes. Simpler, better aligned incentives. These, too, are levers that we can manipulate. Money is not the only lever.

And, read, Dr. Ricardo’s book, please. You will be better for it. And if you have anyone in your family who likes military history, Body is a great birthday/Xmas gift.

Bookshop Link - The People’s Hospital

Bookshop Link - Boyd

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Published on July 15, 2025 10:15

June 24, 2025

Attention & The Focused Life

This a newsletter about information saturation and it is necessarily interested in “attention.” Specifically, in a culture of too-much information, how do we harness and deploy our attention? How do we conserve it? How do we expand it? How do we protect it from tech companies but still take advantage of the wonders of widely accessible information?

In today’s post, I will share my Takeaways from the book, “Rapt: Attention and The Focused Life” by Winifred Gallagher and I’m confident they can help improve your quality of life — a tall claim but I stand by it. Again, disclaimer, this is not a summary of the book. These are my thoughts on top of the scaffolding provided by Gallagher.

Rapt by Gallagher

Previously, writing about the dangers of computers, I said: People say ‘time’ is our most valuable resource. But attention, the ability of our brain to filter out certain stimuli, and only concentrate on stimuli relevant to the task at hand, dictates our use of time.

Top-Down & Bottom-Up Attention

According to the researchers Gallagher spoke with, attention can be divided broadly into these two categories. Let me illustrate with an example. Let’s say you go to an antiques shop and see a big stuffed Lion; it’s grotesque and fascinating and it captures your attention. This is bottom-up attention. Naturally, it’s a predator and it’s large and it commands our attention. But you return to that store with a friend who is a stamp collector. They are not distracted by the stuffed lion because they have entered the store with the intent to search for stamps and they are overjoyed to find a rare one. They are directing their attention — this is top-down attention.

The implication in an information-saturated culture is immense. If you wade into a new environment unprepared, your attention will be captured but what’s biggest and brightest. But if you prepare with the following: 1) a particular intention 2) relevant subject-matter knowledge — you can remain the master of your attention for longer. Also, this vocabulary can allow you to differentiate and stop yourself when you find yourself giving into bottom-up attention, clickbait headlines, thumbnails, captions, for example.

Duration or Quiet Eye

We massively underrate duration.

The composer John Cage said: "If something is boring after two minutes, try it for four. If still boring, then eight. Then sixteen. Then thirty-two. Eventually one discovers that it is not boring at all.”

When we say — “pay attention” — we erroneously think that means “staying still.” But actually, it’s probing. Let’s say you are staring at the palm of your hand. You may be still but your mind is moving, seeing colors, textures, comparisons. If you look at any one thing, you begin to see more and more.

This actually dovetails with something I’ve noticed with writing; when fatigued or bored, instead of taking a break, it’s possible to get more energy simply by going deeper, ironically, by “boring” into something.

This could mean literally paying physical attention to each of my fingers as they strike the keys. It’s amazing how this going deeper can revitalize focus.

When I say “quiet eye”, I’m going off-script. Gallagher does not write about Quiet Eye but it’s a sports term that I have been investigating. It’s basically the duration of time spent on the target. When measured, the duration of Quiet Eye is a very good predictor of how good someone is at a particular skill, shooting a free throw for example. Critically, with practice, Quiet Eye can be trained for ludicrous gains. Which brings me to my next point.

Mind-Training Is Underutilized

I envision a world where the way we work out our bodies every day, we will also do daily ‘mind-training.’ I’ve been trying to incorporate them, too. I have a lot more to say on this subject. I will try and get it written down soon.

Remembering vs. Experiencing

According to Nobel Prize winner Daniel Kahneman, we often expend more attention i.e. have more thoughts “thinking about living” than living itself — this is because we have two selves, an experiencing self and remembering self. For example, in the seventh mile of a ten mile run, you may be hating how it feels but when you’re having a beer afterwards, you recall the entire experience differently.

Sometimes, the remembering self or the storytelling self is wonderful. It allows us to enjoy memories and also to anticipate future happiness. This is because, according to Kahneman, anticipation is actually a form of remembering something that hasn’t actually happened yet.

But, if you start thinking too much about your life, you enter the “remembering” self and this can lead to thoughts like “I would be much happier if….” or “if only X external event were to happen, then Y…” even though most of day-to-day life and happiness is lived by the experiencing self. It’s the cup of coffee in our hands, the quality of light through the windows, the quality and duration of our attention to our flow state, whether that’s during work or recreation. In such cases, cognition, like computers, can occasionally become the enemy, and as I’ve written about in my posts on Krishnamurti, over-cognition can hurt us.

I write this only half-facetiously: If you find yourself thinking about how your life could be better, how you could be happier, and what external events you need to bring into existence to make that future come true, don’t bother actioning all those plans. Instead, do yourself a favor, stop thinking and, instead look at what’s in front of you longer, harder, and it will reveal itself to you.

Please Review and Rate MISSY:

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Published on June 24, 2025 09:40

June 10, 2025

Takeaways from The Extraordinary Life of a One-Legged American Spy

I recently finished A Woman of No Importance by Sonia Purcell. This post is not a summary. These are my principal takeaways from the extraordinary life of Virginia Hall.

Image: Wikipedia

The book postulates that the secret life of a Resistance spy afforded Virginia Hall the opportunity to find her true self and cause. That true calling was fighting for the defense of her adopted home, France, for she was American, born-and-bred.

There’s something folded in this — one thing inside another thing.

There’s the idea that inside the secret (the false identity) is actually the truth. We could call this our ‘shadow’. We are one person, or we present one way to the world. But there is inside us another person — a shadow person — a person we could be, given the appropriate circumstances. Sometimes, those circumstances are awful — the mass-starvation, deprivation, and terror of Vichy France, for example. Virginia Hall lived a life of enormous meaning, supplying valuable intelligence to the war effort, contributing meaningfully to D-Day and more. But it came at tremendous personal cost, many close run-ins with death, losing many friends, knowing they were tortured and killed in heinous ways.

I’m moved by how much this woman sacrificed out of love for her adopted nation. There should be a word for this. Searching, I found a discussion on English Stack Exchange where someone coined the phrase — amor ceterae patriae — love of another country. They further condensed it to — ceterapatriotism; I certainly feel this way, not just about America, but many countries where I’ve spent any length of time. To me, it’s like romantic love vs. family love. There are things we are born into and there are the things we choose.

Back to Virginia Hall and this book: An excellent war biography

The book captured the highs and lows of an extraordinary life. Here are some of the bits that will stay with me:

Virginia lost her leg in her early twenties following an infection after a shooting accident. Much later on, evading the Nazis, she made the arduous climb over the Pyrenees. During the climb, she concealed the fact of her wooden leg from the guides because, if she was seen as a potential weak link, there was a chance they might abandon her.

She re-trained and re-infiltrated France as a radio operator despite knowing that radio operators had terrible odds of survival. She did so because she didn’t want to be dependent on other operators to communicate to headquarters. If you’re someone who always tries to draw lessons from biographies, there’s one — always be the one controlling the communications.

Back to my takeaways:Buzzwords: Diversity, Equity, and Inclusion:

On the one hand, Virginia would seem like an ideal candidate for the idea that diversity is strength. She was serially discriminated against for being a woman, first in the state department and later in the CIA. Interestingly, in the field, her competence silenced critics. But during peacetime, her identity was used against her. She also had a disability. Her leg had been amputated below the knee. And yet, the manner in which she lived her life suggests that she would be against tokenism, or diversity simply for diversity’s sake. Her story suggests a few things to me. Firstly, there are qualities much deeper than identity that mark people for their roles/callings. Secondly, smart leaders can see possibilities where others see barriers. For example, the SOE (who hired her) saw potential where the State Department lost an asset because of their bigotry.

Post-War Life:

After the war, though brilliant, she suffered. She’d seen many friends and colleagues die. Also, although the author wasn’t able to find anything to support this, I think it’s fair to say that Virginia must have been very disillusioned by the CIA’s protection of former Nazi and Abwehr intelligence officials. During the war, Virginia operated out of Lyon. Klaus Barbie had been her primary nemesis. That the CIA allowed the butcher of Lyon to escape to Bolivia must have rankled her immensely.

Promotion:

Virginia was adamantly uninterested in commendations, awards, etc, . She only sought promotion in order to advance her work, not for the title. Her extraordinary valor was inwardly motivated. She lived a dramatic, intense life, with a lot of pain in it, and a lot of loss, but she also was one of the few people, I imagine, who knew what they were capable of in extreme situations.

The Book:

And, like any good war biographer, Sonia Purcell does an excellent job reminding us how ghastly it is living in those circumstances — starvation, privation, tyranny, arbitrary violence. She shows us how swiftly France found itself in that predicament. All of us, for our own countries or, if we are ceterapatriots, our adopted countries, must make concerted efforts to live in peace, and yet confront tyranny when the time comes, otherwise, we, too, will have to endure horrors.

Sorry, it’s not a very upbeat post. But Virginia Hall’s story is remarkable and worth sharing. Non omnis moriar. (I shall not wholly die — Horace). Because you helped the Allies win the war. Well done to the limping lady from Baltimore.

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Published on June 10, 2025 09:33

May 17, 2025

Spring Wins - Celebrating The Work of Friends and Colleagues

Last year, I had my book come out and many people helped me. I want to put the spotlight on a few, new, valuable contributions to the culture from my people, people I know, my colleagues, and my friends. Each of these merits a full post but this will have to suffice for now. Three are Chicagoans and one (Rosie) is a former Chicagoan now in Grand Rapids, MI.

Jill Riddell's Podcast - Shape of the World - Season 6

Host Jill Riddell has been one of my greatest champions and her ongoing cultural contribution - Shape of the World, a podcast about cities and nature, has gotten off to a bang this season with its first episode featuring artist Laurie Palmer to talk about her book, The Lichen Museum.

We don't realize that lichen are everywhere and when you see them, you can't stop seeing them, and the world around you is sure to be reborn.

Take the summer to go through the episode back catalog, too. These are marvelous, important conversations. This amazing podcast on cities and nature featuring fascinating guests is available on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, and directly on its site where it features great artwork, too.

Jill is also the founder of The Office of Modern Composition, a Chicago-based organization that helps writers and artists with coaching and hosts events.

Sophie Lucido Johnson's New Book - KIN - is available for Pre-Order

Bookshop LINK

Sophie is a tremendous force. She is the author of wonderful books, a New Yorker cartoonist, the mind behind the You Are Doing A Good Enough Job Substack and my friend. She has helped me many times and I can personally attest to her credibility on the subject of her new book-- a richly researched look, infused with her kind, funny voice, into how community support can relieve the seemingly unrelenting stress of modernity.

Bookshop LINK

Jim Stewart - Defiant Acts

Link to Purchase from Acre Books

Jim is a friend and an author and an organizer and I'm so proud (though I have nothing to do with it!) to see his debut novel in print! He was my classmate at The School of the Art Institute of Chicago and right from the beginning I felt his commitment to a) his values -- labor, organizing, racial justice, a commitment to honoring the truth, even when it isn't easy and b) his craft. I heard him read recently from Defiant Acts and he's an outstanding performer, too, and I encourage you to mark at least one of his events on your calendar.

Link to Purchase from Acre Books

Rosie Accola - Supernormal Stimuli

Link to Purchase from Bullshit Lit

Another SAIC alum, Rosie Accola is a singular presence; upbeat, funny, always ready with a quip. Full disclosure: though my copy has arrived, I haven't yet gotten stuck in. But I know Rosie and on the strength of that alone, I'm excited. It's described as a 'gay guido lyric novel' -- you know it's going to be offbeat and bizarre in the best way!

Massive congratulations to my friends and colleagues. Hopefully one or more of these sparked your curiosity and you found yourself hitting the listen or purchase link.

Link to Purchase from Bullshit Lit

Wishing you well this warm, windy Spring.

Raghav

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Published on May 17, 2025 08:45

May 5, 2025

Enduring Spirit of Vietnam

Large numbers do not communicate lived experience.

Growing up, it always galled me that, in the popular imagination, so much more airtime was given to the 58,000 US service members that died than to the over 2 million Vietnamese, soldiers and civilians, who lost their lives in that long conflict.

Now, I understand that with devastation, like with love, it’s not a measurable quantity; it’s possible to make room in our hearts for the totality of the tragedy while also appreciating that some corners, some unknown stories, will never come to light. Many lives were lived and cut short in silent anguish.

I read Bao Ninh’s “The Sorrow of War” roughly seven or eight years ago and it was the first extended experience I had through the point-of-view of a North Vietnamese soldier. Soon after, I read William Duiker’s mammoth 800-page biography of Ho Chi Minh and I began to understand the intricacies of the multi-decade conflict.

Tomorrow, I will be moderating a conversation in Chicago with author Nguyễn Phan Quế Mai and photographer Peter Steinhauer. The event, titled “Enduring Spirit of Vietnam,” marks the 50th anniversary of the end of the Vietnam War and explores how art and storytelling can help us heal, remember, and connect.

As the world contends with similar intractable conflicts, I think this is the right time to have this conversation and I hope, if you are free tomorrow, that you will be able to make it to The Haymarket at 6pm. Reserve your free spot here

Nguyễn Phan Quế Mai is the author of thirteen books in Vietnamese and English, most recently the global bestselling novels The Mountains Sing and Dust Child. I’ve heard her address an audience before and her dynamism and sincerity electrified hundreds of people at the Bangalore Lit Fest.

Peter Steinhauer is an artist photographer, and he lived and worked in Asia for twenty years, beginning in Vietnam in 1993.

No war is contained just as no man is an island. Conversations like the one we’ll be having tomorrow will hopefully ensure that we don’t endlessly repeat the mistakes of the past.

If you can’t make it that night, Quế Mai will also be speaking at on Thursday, May 8 — I encourage you to check that one out too.

Hope to see you there!

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Published on May 05, 2025 09:30

April 17, 2025

A tribute to Chicago's fixie boys

Springtime has arrived when you see the fixie boys. They ride recklessly. They descend onto streets like a surging wave.

Light bodies on lighter bike frames. Pointy elbows, skinny legs, shaggy hair. Their eyes remain fixed ahead towards a point only they know where.

They are near weightless. Tires barely skimming pavement.

They are kindred to budding blossoms and new birdsong. Life coming into fullness of form.

I wish to be them for a moment. To burst with unhindered vitality. To tirelessly pedal with unwavering purpose and intent.

They pedal standing up and I mimic them when I ride my own fixie bike.

I untether myself from the earth. I glide down verdant, tree-lined streets. My gaze towards what is unseen.

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February 26, 2025

DEAL announcement: MISSY’s US Rights Sold!

Earlier this week, the official announcement went out on Publisher’s Marketplace. MISSY is coming home to America! I’m so excited to see my book in print with Triquarterly Books, an imprint of Northwestern University Press, one of the nation’s most reputed university presses dedicated to publishing works of enduring scholarly and cultural value. That MISSY was deemed such a work and passed its Press Board meeting with unanimous approval is a great source of pride to me. For years, I wanted to enter the culture. When my India and UK rights sold with respected commercial publishers, I was elated. But I live and work in America and so much of the book takes place in America and is about this country. Naturally, I wanted it to reach readers here. I’m overjoyed that a Press close to my home city of Chicago has seen merit in it and chosen to bring it under its aegis.

Publisher’s Marketplace Announcement.

This would not have happened without the tireless efforts of my agent, Priya Doraswamy of Lotus Lane Literary. If you read these newsletters, you know how much I owe to her. I owe massive thanks also to Megan Stielstra, the acquiring editor for MISSY at Northwestern University Press. When we spoke, it was clear that she understood this book’s connection to America’s cultural palimpsest. Similarly, Marisa Siegel, NUP’s senior acquiring editor for trade shared our vision and guided this book through the Press Board.

Huge thanks also to my previous acquiring editors, Elizabeth Kuruvila (formerly of PRH India, now at Simon & Schuster) and Keshini Naidoo, at Hera Books, for bringing MISSY to readers in their markets.

I’m honored to join the list of great writers first published by Triquarterly Books, some of whom have gone on to win National Book Awards, Whiting Awards, and O. Henry Awards. But most importantly, I’m grateful that I will enter the culture of arts and letters of North America.

If you’re in America and would like your US Copy of Missy, you’ll have to wait one year. Publication is slated for Spring ‘26. I will certainly let everyone know when pre-orders are available. I’m looking forward to yet another cover for MISSY. If you’re eager to read it before then and willing to pay a premium, the UK and India editions will ship to America.

Please Review and Rate MISSY:

If you have read MISSY and enjoyed it, then please leave a review and rating on Goodreads and Amazon. You may think it inconsequential; nothing could be further from the truth. Every review helps me and my agent improve our pitch to US publishers.

The best online retailers for my book are currently Waterstones and Blackwells. Here’s the India pre-order link.

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