Nikki Rowe's Blog
May 12, 2015
Passion or paycheck?
A long time ago, I sat in my English classroom, a few seats back of the ' smart kids ' ( not that I wasn't smart, I was just too free) I fooled around writing letters to my friends and poetry about the world in which we live in; From a young age I have had absolutely no desire to fit in, leaving school at a ripe age of 14 - moving abroad on my own seek independently at 15, unsure of my next step, but so very sure it wasn't where I'd had already been. I had a dream and heart wild enough to believe in it.
Now it's 10 years on, reflecting on this path I chose with the little fear I held. Why now as I have aged, grown wiser and become more responsible and active towards the chase of my dream; do I hold more fear than ever before. ' maybe ' because now I feel I have a whole lot to lose, we're back then I had everything to gain. This statement is not true, but the perspective I held to have it; was. I am feared now, because I know what it's like to have something I love, I know what it's like to achieve a dream I have worked so very hard for, I know what it's like to crave something more than a daily meal & I also know what's its like to lose it all.
When It's a passion; it's a desire, a want; a need to cradle your memories, with moments of ' I'm glad I did this'; rather than ' I wish i did' Life is too short to live by a paycheck, we all have had to; at one stage, but we also have within us the indestructible power to say ' this is not how my story will end' never will that road be simple, but sweetheart, it will be oh so very worth it.
Now it's 10 years on, reflecting on this path I chose with the little fear I held. Why now as I have aged, grown wiser and become more responsible and active towards the chase of my dream; do I hold more fear than ever before. ' maybe ' because now I feel I have a whole lot to lose, we're back then I had everything to gain. This statement is not true, but the perspective I held to have it; was. I am feared now, because I know what it's like to have something I love, I know what it's like to achieve a dream I have worked so very hard for, I know what it's like to crave something more than a daily meal & I also know what's its like to lose it all.
When It's a passion; it's a desire, a want; a need to cradle your memories, with moments of ' I'm glad I did this'; rather than ' I wish i did' Life is too short to live by a paycheck, we all have had to; at one stage, but we also have within us the indestructible power to say ' this is not how my story will end' never will that road be simple, but sweetheart, it will be oh so very worth it.
October 21, 2013
Empowerment fundraiser
Have you ever felt down in the dumps, enough is enough and just as you make the valid choice to say no more a miracle occurs? Yes.. Then you are not alone.
We are shifting into a deeper consciousness of living through a new type of revolution, we have a voice; free expression and faith and that is the strength of this new age society!
For a day of inspiration, hope and happiness I have organised a mind, body, soul event on the Sunshine Coast Qld.
To help raise funds and awareness for the rights of womanhood!
Go to Www.mycause.com and type in my name ( Nikki Rowe) to kindly sponsor, donate or share the page amongst your friends!
Love to all on this beautiful Australian day ;-)
We are shifting into a deeper consciousness of living through a new type of revolution, we have a voice; free expression and faith and that is the strength of this new age society!
For a day of inspiration, hope and happiness I have organised a mind, body, soul event on the Sunshine Coast Qld.
To help raise funds and awareness for the rights of womanhood!
Go to Www.mycause.com and type in my name ( Nikki Rowe) to kindly sponsor, donate or share the page amongst your friends!
Love to all on this beautiful Australian day ;-)
October 6, 2013
Changes, rearranges and faith!
As of late my faith has been tested, the daily setbacks of small eruptions creating in my life is enough to send my mind a bit Loko, the days seem testing but the nights seem glorious.
Everyday is the chance to build yourself how you wish to be, mould the beautiful person you already are; more so enjoy each journey that it takes you,
Leave your comfortable place, adventure to somewhere unknown- get lost and you will be found!
I believe this quote so very strongly, as you can't really find yourself if you've never been lost.
The changes are coming in strong, powerful and have no hesitation in tearing down the barriers you've built amongst self, seeping through your eyes at the truth of your pains, and excelling your mind to a clearer awareness of the life you live and the one you are surrounded by.
As much as it's hard to enjoy the changes if your like me, ( life has turned upside again) but and with that I say a huge BUT, has it always worked out ? Have you ever been in a no return situation..
Then don't scarse the transformation; better yet embrace it!
Make the changes in your life, that will thankyou later.
Do all that makes you feel good, if not great.
Seek the smiles from the ones you love & laugh untill your tummy aches.
To be continued... Love to all!
Everyday is the chance to build yourself how you wish to be, mould the beautiful person you already are; more so enjoy each journey that it takes you,
Leave your comfortable place, adventure to somewhere unknown- get lost and you will be found!
I believe this quote so very strongly, as you can't really find yourself if you've never been lost.
The changes are coming in strong, powerful and have no hesitation in tearing down the barriers you've built amongst self, seeping through your eyes at the truth of your pains, and excelling your mind to a clearer awareness of the life you live and the one you are surrounded by.
As much as it's hard to enjoy the changes if your like me, ( life has turned upside again) but and with that I say a huge BUT, has it always worked out ? Have you ever been in a no return situation..
Then don't scarse the transformation; better yet embrace it!
Make the changes in your life, that will thankyou later.
Do all that makes you feel good, if not great.
Seek the smiles from the ones you love & laugh untill your tummy aches.
To be continued... Love to all!
October 3, 2013
Welcome!
Goodmorning and welcome to the blog of adventure, excitement and intrigue.
I live quite the gypsy lifestyle; creating anything and everything with my pride and joy "Xavier" he is almost 4, time consuming and born with a radio tuned into him I swear, cuz he doesn't know how to shhhh.. Now most days, it would be melody to my ears, but as of late more like fingernails on a chalk board; continuously repeating everything that is spoken.. A good thing indeed but an hr a day break would be nice... Haha..
So back to my life, it's adventurous, it's dreamy and it's surreal!
Becoming a published Author was a far off distant dream when I was a child, but somehow the universe had better plans, I was a young mum at 19 so any hope of following my planned life was thrown out the window, untill... I understood the journey of motherhood and being a mother.
Welcome to my blog, here I will share some intimate moments of my journey, what helped me through and what made me scream.
To be continued...
I live quite the gypsy lifestyle; creating anything and everything with my pride and joy "Xavier" he is almost 4, time consuming and born with a radio tuned into him I swear, cuz he doesn't know how to shhhh.. Now most days, it would be melody to my ears, but as of late more like fingernails on a chalk board; continuously repeating everything that is spoken.. A good thing indeed but an hr a day break would be nice... Haha..
So back to my life, it's adventurous, it's dreamy and it's surreal!
Becoming a published Author was a far off distant dream when I was a child, but somehow the universe had better plans, I was a young mum at 19 so any hope of following my planned life was thrown out the window, untill... I understood the journey of motherhood and being a mother.
Welcome to my blog, here I will share some intimate moments of my journey, what helped me through and what made me scream.
To be continued...
