Last year at this time I spent most my week in a wheelchair. Things seemed bad but I really didn't care. 
I went to the acupuncturist five days a week and any other healer I could find. I started writing a book about my baby steps, and had nothing but the best intentions of getting back to the old me. 
Today I'm just shocked at how healthy I really am. How did I not give up after 266 appointments in 2014? How did I muster the strength to have such a strong desire to plow forward just so I could go hiking again?  
We are all amazing creatures doing the best we can to just keep our hearts lifted. Please know, whatever it is that you're striving for will come to you. However far you have to go, just keep your nose to the ground watching each baby step, and before you know it you'll be on top of that mountain, throwing your hands up to the air, and yelling ,"Hell yeah I did it!!"