There is thing I have recognized as my time of being a creator. Not only do I write books, but I also do photography, podcast, cosplay, make videos, all sorts of different things that pertain to being a creator.
There is this thing we all do. We fantasize, we talk to ourselves, we dream of big things that we wish would come our way. We hope for that one eye to catch us and help project our visions into something more. Some of us wait patiently, some want it to happen as soon as they create something. The thing is, we all go back and forth with the ideas and notions of complete success and utter failure. But, no matter the situation we see ourselves in once we try to get where we are going, we tend to still create the false world in which we see ourselves while trying to make it a reality. This is what I like to call Creator's Dementia.