I have no means of ending this day,
Sun rose and will set without me,
I am simply a watcher,
Trying to track down days,
Lost in my dead head,
I am useless,
A loner,
Coward,
Fade.

This is how I feel anytime the fatigue cracks my body. That I can't face the day. I feel so alone in bed... It's a horrible realisation that this is just how life is now.